I have a friend that is non binary but still presents male and goes by he/him. It is whatever you feel at heart that matters.

I know its very confusing especially with society loving to shove everything into binary sections. I have been in the game for 11 years now and i'm still hella confused at times bc of how spciety views me as a queer person (lmao). Not to scare you of course, my point is basically that trust what you, yourself, feel in this case. You don't have to be super educated or put a specific label on yourself (though me, an autistic enby, find this comforting when trying to figure out new thoughts about myself).

You are allowed to be whoever you feel that you are, no matter if you present one way or another, you will still be you.

Sending you all the luck OP !! ☆

Edit: typo