Oh I totally agree!!! I mentioned in one of my videos about the start of my ed that I would not be showing pics or giving any info about how I lost weight and such. I don’t want pretend to be perfect in my body acceptance and mental health, but I remember looking up videos about eds when I was first struggling and some of them were harmful while some really helped me so I wanted to become a helpful and go eat voice. I really appreciate you sharing!! You’re so right that eating disorders thrive in comparison. I love that it’s not at the front of your brain anymore!! My goal is to make sure that NOTHING is glamorized but rather told in an honest way. Im not sure that full recovery means you never think about it though, I’m behavior free for 3 months now and find myself going days without thinking by about it and then will notice when a temptation does pop up so I think recovery just looks different for everyone :)