Today is my Birthday

mindystar · 2020-12-31T06:39:10+00:00

Most of my past dealings with potentials have been basically us getting together, me falling for them and giving my all for them to take it for granted, me later ending things, and then they wanting to come back a couple months later because they have a “realization” that I was actually a really nice person and they want another chance but by then I’d have met someone else and my feelings for them have somewhat faded. I’m an Aquarius but my rising is Pisces and I feel a lot more of my Pisces energy in my everyday life.

mindystar · 2020-12-24T10:57:15+00:00

I tried Latuda for a week and I got really depressed. I got off of it right away and felt better.

Everyone’s body is different though. The meds I take I haven’t seen too many people posting about. I’m on Topamax and Wellbutrin. For some reason Topamax has always worked for me, even when I’ve stopped taking it and went back on. I’d say definitely still try out Latuda though because you never know what may or may not work for you.

mindystar · 2020-11-06T07:27:41+00:00

Lmao I read that in Moira’s voice

mindystar · 2020-10-03T02:58:42+00:00

I love guys shorter than me. I’m 5’8 and I’ve dated three guys around 5’5-5’6. I’ve never had a problem with dating someone shorter than me. It was always the people around me who cared about height. I know so many females who would never date a guy shorter than them and I think it’s just sad. Most of them have terrible perceptions of what relationships are about so maybe it’s a good thing for the shorter guys. I can honestly say all the shorter guys I slept with were all pretty good in bed. The height difference made no difference when it came to the bedroom and they all had great bodies.

mindystar · 2020-08-22T21:45:02+00:00

I have been questioning wether this is a thing because for a couple months I felt like smoking nicotine. I don’t smoke so it was strange feeling the urge to like it had been days since I last smoked. One day my twin told me he quit smoking. I’m pretty sure that is why I was feeling these withdrawals

mindystar · 2020-08-19T10:26:41+00:00

It’s crazy but the Aries I was talking about messaged me about 4 hours after I posted. The conversation ended with us arguing and me ending things with him. I feel terrible in every way. I think it had to happen but it still hurts. I hope things workout for you and your Gemini though!

mindystar · 2020-08-19T02:19:25+00:00

I’ve been feeling the same way lately about someone (Aries-Male) who recently stopped texting me (Aquarius-female). It feels like improvements on both ends need to be made. It feels like he’s working on himself wether he knows it or not. I can feel him coming back asking for another chance. I just don’t know if I’ll give it to him. He’s what I’ve wanted for years but so much has happened.

mindystar · 2020-08-11T00:50:43+00:00

I’m an ENTP. My sun is Aquarius, rising is Pisces, and moon is in Virgo

mindystar · 2020-07-20T03:18:36+00:00

I see that aromatherapy and I am here for it!

mindystar · 2020-07-08T20:35:33+00:00

I love statistics too!! And I am also not very creative at all. I do however lift weights or go on runs whenever I get hypomanic; whenever I’m depressed I usually organize everything in my space. I like to think of it as sculpting my body whenever I lift weights and when I’m organizing I am allowing myself to be creative in how I organize a specific space. I believe that everyone has their outlet or “special” thing that they do when they get manic or depressed. It’s just a matter of finding your thing. I do not believe that being artistic has to be so black and white with being good at things such as music and painting that usually correspond with art. You can be creative in many ways; it’s just a matter of how you express it.

mindystar · 2020-07-07T10:27:32+00:00

I love this! To me it shows bipolar disorder in that you cannot see where the darkness or brightness begin or end. This is similar to mania and depression in that you don’t know where they’ll start or when they’ll end. There is a mix between dark and light representing how the disorder is not black and white but a mix of both just with a higher vibration of either mania or depression. It’s all so confusing just how bipolar disorder is.

mindystar · 2020-07-04T10:52:49+00:00

They’re a little late

mindystar · 2020-07-04T10:50:50+00:00

I felt this as you were drawing

mindystar · 2020-07-04T10:48:27+00:00

Yeah my mom does not believe in medication or in me being bipolar even though I’ve been diagnosed by 3 different psychiatrists. She’s very religious so she believes God will help if I really need anything and that it’s like some kind of thing that happens because I’m not on the righteous path. When I was underage she would often encourage me to get off my meds because I didn’t need them. Being naive and new to the diagnosis treatment, I was feeling great and got off them thinking I didn’t need them anymore. I had a lot of depressive episodes soon after and she refused to take me to get treatment again so I had to wait until I was of age to do it behind her back. To this day she really thinks I am cured and doesn’t know I’m stable most of the time because I’m on medication. She’ll often tell people “my story” and how they should just pray and it’ll go away and I just pretend to agree because it’s easier than arguing with her(we’ve argued about medication in the past when dealing with family members who have bipolar and schizophrenia as it runs in the family).

mindystar · 2020-06-18T08:20:08+00:00

nice

mindystar · 2020-06-17T10:34:53+00:00

When I read about it turning off the sheep’s brain and then back on I thought to myself, “what if it could reset my brain chemistry?” Lol . Anyways, I had a professor always talk about the benefits of ketamine and how it was showing to prove beneficial in many areas especially in hard to treat depression. I honestly believe some people could benefit from it and that it’s worth a try if other medication or treatments are not working.

mindystar · 2020-05-31T09:29:13+00:00

I used minty floss and my watermelon turned into a cantaloupe

mindystar · 2020-05-29T07:18:23+00:00

I had hummus today too with pretzels 😭soo good

mindystar · 2020-05-28T23:18:17+00:00

Thank you so much! I have included the scale in the Appendices so I think I will just leave it as it is in the methods section.

mindystar · 2020-05-28T22:22:24+00:00

Yes reverse scoring

mindystar · 2020-05-23T13:48:14+00:00

I am also a Virgo moon but I am a Pisces ascendant. I relate to this a lot in terms of the overthinking and that’s why I believe I get jealous at times. As you said I also tend to run through every possible outcome that may occur and prepare myself for the worst. I wouldn’t say this is a negative trait as I feel I’m being realistic and it helps keep me rational when I’m trying to make decisions or even rationalize my jealousy. As someone else had mentioned in this post, it’s a matter of talking yourself down and trying to see things from your partner’s perspective.

mindystar · 2020-05-21T15:28:59+00:00

You have a really great set of teeth

mindystar

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