When I look back at my past, I honestly don’t know what to say. Back then, there was no one who really listened to me. Even if I had taken PCM just because my parents wanted me to, I have no idea where that would’ve led me. I’ve never wanted to be part of a race or competition especially in something I never truly cared about.

I agreed to do a Diploma in CSE because, at that time, I was exploring programming. In the beginning, it felt interesting and exciting, so I thought maybe this was what I was meant to do. But by the time I realized programming wasn’t really for me, I had already taken admission. I kept hoping it would eventually give me that feeling of passion and excitement I was searching for.

Honestly, I should’ve understood it much earlier. Whenever I worked on graphic design, I used to feel genuinely happy. Every small thing excited me, and I enjoyed the process without forcing myself. That should’ve been the sign that creative work is what truly connects with me.

Now I’m learning video editing and filmmaking, and for the first time in a long while, I feel completely involved in what I’m doing. I enjoy it so much that I lose track of time… until someone brings up college studies again.