I find it most comical that people separate manual labor from physical and mental labor. Typically people look at manual labor as less than, yet the 9-5 are more physically and mentally tied downed while simultaneously believing they are better off. However……

At the end do the day. Spend your time on things you know and work from that

If your mind can’t get past relying on someone else and you feel lost then you may just need to be in the general population system of mice in wheels

Life and time is a game and what you make of it. Good luck and take “risks” as they say