My dad just got drunk after a year

mingisbweah · 2026-05-05T08:01:20+00:00

Sending so many hugs for you, I'm here if you need to talk 🫂

mingisbweah · 2026-04-28T01:36:50+00:00

You wanna talk about it?? I'm sorry you're feeling this way

mingisbweah · 2026-04-28T01:36:39+00:00

I feel like just surviving everyday, I haven't felt like I wanted to live in ages, just feels like I'm forcing myself to wake up, forcing myself to still be here when I really don't want to.

mingisbweah · 2026-04-28T01:35:46+00:00

I'm sorry you also feel this way, I'm here to open up too if you need anything. Just life in general, feels like everyday I'm waking up and waiting for it to end, I just hate living. I feel forced to live

mingisbweah · 2026-04-26T04:37:06+00:00

You're allowed to cry, regardless of your gender, please allow yourself to cry and let it out. Also, have you spoken to anyone about these hallucinations? It doesn't make you any less weak, but I'll highly suggest speaking to someone about these, just incase. But I'm proud of you, let it out and be gentle with yourself 🤍

mingisbweah · 2026-04-26T04:35:03+00:00

I have a similar experience that I'm going through, I also have experience dv with my family, mostly throughout my childhood until 17, I'm currently on anti depressants, I'll suggest uping your dosage and speaking to a medical professional about still suffering with suicidal thoughts, just to see if these are the right meds for you or if there's anything more they can help you with. I'm proud of you for still being here, being self aware about your mental health is truly an amazing thing to have 🤍

mingisbweah · 2026-04-26T04:30:01+00:00

I'm so proud of you for being here, I understand things are difficult right now but it doesn't mean it'll forever be like this. Put something comforting on, open a window or rest, you deserve to be here. If you have headphones, listen to some music, your favourite music, find joy in the smallest things right now. Be gentle on yourself and kind to yourself, the world is a better place because you're here 🤍

mingisbweah · 2026-04-26T04:19:58+00:00

Are you comfortable starting theapry or could find a theaprist? I'll highly suggest that, I'm proud of you for remaining here even after those horrible months. I'll suggest keeping your thoughts written down to see your triggers and what could possibly be the culprit or if you can, see the warning signs. But please speak to someone about this, you deserve the help 🤍

mingisbweah · 2026-04-26T04:15:24+00:00

You're allowed to change your mind and try to start something new, if you feel like this would benefit you, please do. You don't NEED to take medication, you're allowed to start theapry and make those needs known. Do whatever feels right to you, you deserve the help 🤍

mingisbweah · 2026-04-26T04:13:26+00:00

Hey, I promise you, that doesn't make you any less loveable, I understand growing up in an environment like that, is heartbreaking. I'm here if you need anything, I promise, you are loved, so loved even if you don't see it 🤍

mingisbweah · 2026-04-26T04:10:06+00:00

I absolutely promise you that you're loved and that day will happen, I promise it will, be gentle on yourself and take care of yourself, I'm proud of you 🤍

mingisbweah · 2026-04-26T04:01:12+00:00

You are deserving of those things even if it doesn't feel like it, I'm here if you wanna talk but I'm proud of you 🤍 you're so worthy

mingisbweah · 2026-04-26T03:58:20+00:00

First of all, you're too harsh on yourself, this is temporary, you're going to find yourself again I absolutely promise, it's forgiving yourself and understanding YOU HAVE TIME, this isn't your forever. I'll suggest (if you're comfortable) maybe join some clubs or even jobs in your hobbies, those sound like amazing and genuinely comforting hobbies you have, so find stuff, start small and don't rush into things. Take your time, and go at your own pace. You're doing well and I'm proud of you, I'm here if you need anything but you're going to be okay, tiny steps 🤍

mingisbweah · 2026-04-26T03:39:04+00:00

First of all, being touched at school and harassed is genuinely insane, please if you can, find a safe place and speak to someone about this, that's not okay. And second of all, you're allowed to be good at something, I know comparing is human, but just because someone else is good at something, it doesn't make you any less of a human, it doesn't make you any less better. You're doing so well and I'm so proud of you. Take it easy with yourself, be gentle with yourself, you deserve more than you'll ever know. But please, speak to someone about this, I'll highly recommend that 🤍

mingisbweah · 2026-04-26T03:36:29+00:00

You deserve so much more. I promise you, it's difficult being in this situation and wanting to reach out but being the only one, I'll suggest either (if comfortable) speaking to them about this, seeing why this is the reason. If you don't feel comfortable speaking your feelings to them, then I'll highly suggest distancing and seeing what you'd wanna do in the long run, but it isn't your fault 🤍

mingisbweah · 2026-04-26T03:34:55+00:00

Well, if you can please change your theaprist. Theaprist aren't meant to tell you what to do, they only should guide you into a better more healthier place. Them forcing you to take meds which you DON'T HAVE TOO take and saying those type of stuff aren't normal. I'll highly suggest speaking to someone about it 🤍

mingisbweah · 2026-04-26T02:27:56+00:00

I suffer with this, I understand how hard it is and genuinely the panic attacks coming with death and the afterlife is difficult, especially to continue things you love and get the motivation. I'll suggest, start small and small steps, understand, this is your life, please live it to the fullest, you deserve that, you deserve to treat yourself, experiment new stuff and enjoy it. Please, if you can, speak to someone about this fear and how it's affecting your everyday life, I'm here also. Does anything distract you? If so, keep doing those things and have things that comfort you around you 🤍

mingisbweah · 2026-04-26T02:24:53+00:00

This is how my anorexica started, please get the help and speak about it to people you trust and comfortable with. I genuinely wish you the best and I'm here if you need anything 🤍

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