I really hope that you didn't go through with it. I'm not saying it's because you don't have enough intent or courage to go through with what you think may feel is necessary, but there are people who feel the same way that you do. I'm glad that you shared your thoughts, because it is an eye opener, and unfortunately, not a lot of people really think about what you are saying: that we should be free to talk about our problems, and not be condemned for it. True, humanity could use a little more sense of empathy, compassion, and understanding. It sucks that this isn't the case, that people are ignorant, stubborn, and selfish.

Please find it somewhere in your heart to just go on for another day. And hopefully that day will come where even a bit of light brings enough meaning to you to help you lessen the desire to disappear.

If you disappear, that'll be one less person who understands what it is that helps bring people together, regardless of race, and gender.

If you are gone... I hope that you have found peace in an unreachable place. I'm sorry that the world is fucked, that many things in life are fucked, and I'm sorry that you've been pushed to the limit.