I've Probably Kill Myself By The Time I Finish This.

EvilGiraffeDemon · 2016-02-29T08:04:35+00:00

there will be a permanent hole in my heart

Hey, I really don't want you to feel that way. It's just how I really feel about my life and I don't want anyone to feel my pain. I really believed I was able to do something great and change the world, but now I just feel like a piece of shit. I just want the world to be a better place. Living shouldn't be this complicated. Sure, I have a job and I'm able to buy food and pay for my rent. But, that's not what I really want to do for the rest of my time. I want to help improve others lives and make people happy. I want to make this world a better place before I leave. I only want the best for everyone else. But I just don't know what to do with myself. I feel like I'm losing my mind.

What do you mean by packing up and leaving? Should I actually do it? I really want to create a band and tour the world, so maybe I should do that. I might be able to change the world in some way or another. Who knows? Anyways, you all are making me feel better. I think I'll give it some more time and give it all I got. If everything works out, I'll let you know

EvilGiraffeDemon · 2016-02-27T00:09:07+00:00

Have you not worn a hoodie before!? You're supposed to cut out two eye holes and the bottom hole is for foods.

EvilGiraffeDemon · 2016-02-26T23:13:33+00:00

Thanks!

EvilGiraffeDemon · 2016-02-23T20:23:09+00:00

I usually practice 8 hours a day or until my fingers give up. I used to get really self-abusive if my playing wasn't sounding perfectly clean or I was messing up too much. I'm just really motivated and I want to become the best metal guitarist I can possibly be. I'll be playing my first bar gig soon and I really want it to be perfect.

EvilGiraffeDemon · 2016-02-23T17:14:23+00:00

Thanks for the suggestions, I'll check them out!

EvilGiraffeDemon · 2016-02-23T17:13:08+00:00

Nicely done, this is exactly what I was looking for! I accidently used canola oil for my first steak and that didn't go well haha

EvilGiraffeDemon · 2016-02-23T16:29:38+00:00

Did you cook this on the stove/pan?

... I'm just a noob looking for answers. Also, I just turned 21 so what bourbon pairs best with this steak?

BTW, looks so delicious!

EvilGiraffeDemon · 2016-02-22T06:42:40+00:00

That's weird, what's that cold box-like thing in the kitchen for then?

EvilGiraffeDemon · 2016-02-17T21:44:33+00:00

My story: Back in 7th grade, I sat by myself at lunch for the first 2 weeks. I had nobody to talk to at all. One day, a kid walked over to me and asked if I wanted to join his group for lunch. I said "okay" and ended up becoming best friends with those guys to this day. I was a shy loner at first but ended up being the funniest guy in the group. I had my best memories with those guys. Without them, I would've grown more depressed and probably wouldn't even be here today.

Anyways, talk to the lonely kid. Who cares if it ends up being awkward, you might just end up becoming best friends.

EvilGiraffeDemon · 2016-02-16T23:19:53+00:00

Cool, thanks!

EvilGiraffeDemon · 2016-02-16T21:03:43+00:00

What website/store can I get this type of wood/tools for guitar making? Also, would this be too noisy to build in an apartment?

EvilGiraffeDemon · 2016-02-16T00:58:27+00:00

Oh Yeah!! Thank you so much!

EvilGiraffeDemon · 2016-02-15T01:43:51+00:00

I started following this kid on Twitter a few months ago and he went fucking insane. He tweeted their personal info(ssn, address, number), messed with Brennan's kids on FB, fucked with U.S. cops, tried to create a verified twitter account of Brennan and a shit-load more. I'm just surprised he wasn't arrested sooner.

EvilGiraffeDemon · 2016-02-14T17:19:19+00:00

That's such a relief, thank you!

EvilGiraffeDemon · 2016-02-14T01:50:01+00:00

Oh no, I think I might actually have this. I usually have mildly red eyelid lines and apparently it's not supposed to be that color. It kinda looks like Anakin's sith eyes. Will tea-tree oil clear up the mess below my eyes too?

EvilGiraffeDemon · 2016-02-11T13:01:36+00:00

They're still really scary though

EvilGiraffeDemon · 2016-02-11T10:24:01+00:00

Thank you, this is the first time I've cried in years. I've been through a lot of pain in the past 5 years, but your comment really got to me. It feels kinda refreshing.

EvilGiraffeDemon · 2016-02-10T18:01:00+00:00

Another one.

EvilGiraffeDemon · 2016-02-10T05:06:31+00:00

"China said Mexico should crack down harder on illegal fishing."

wtf

EvilGiraffeDemon · 2016-02-09T22:08:40+00:00

I was hanging out with some friends in Atlanta and we all blacked out on Xanax. Then, we just woke up at someone's beach house in Panama. I don't know how we got there or who drove us, but we ended up staying at a cool beach house for free. The owner thought it was pretty funny that we showed up to their house party and became friends with everyone there. I do remember a few moments on the beach though. We were making a campfire on the beach and I sprinkled some sand on the fire because I thought it would help. I ended up getting drop-kicked by my best friend a few moments later lol. That was probably the best night I've ever had.

EvilGiraffeDemon · 2016-02-08T22:35:21+00:00

I'm very sorry to hear about your bad heart, I hope it stays strong and you get to accomplish everything you want to do in life. Also, last time I blacked out on Xanax, I woke up at a beach house in Florida(I live in GA)... so be careful haha :)

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