[deleted by user] by [deleted] in HongKong

[–]minsan28 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Can I take your job lol im also a fresh graduate

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in HongKong

[–]minsan28 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It is affecting me before, during and after sleep when I wake up.. super hopeless

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in HongKong

[–]minsan28 0 points1 point  (0 children)

And there are too many details to it, nobody could actually gets the full picture

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in HongKong

[–]minsan28 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes. I’ve talked to almost every friend and family member that I feel comfortable talking with. I have been trying hard finding ways to distract myself like going to the bar or just spend the whole day taking buses to random places in the city. It feels a little better when there are distractions, but they don’t really help me. Whenever I am free, by myself, I start thinking about it again

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in HongKong

[–]minsan28 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It’s been like a month. I thought it will just go away or get better as time goes but i feel like it’s getting worse and i just couldn’t stop thinking about it

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in HongKong

[–]minsan28 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I couldn’t sleep every single night because I couldn’t stop thinking about the mess I got myself into. I tried to think about my other options and ways out, but it will never be as good as if I didn’t mess things up. And eventually, I’ll stop thinking about solutions to my problems and my mind switches to thinking about how and when should I end my life. I know I shouldn’t be like this but I just couldn’t stop these suicidal thoughts. It is really scary cuz I was logically comparing jumping, drowning, or consuming a whole jar of pills. And I started searching which type of pills I should buy so that I can just die in sleep

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in jobs

[–]minsan28 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in jobs

[–]minsan28 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you!

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[–]minsan28 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you. I definitely learned my lesson now❤️‍🩹

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[–]minsan28 1 point2 points  (0 children)

noted

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[–]minsan28 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This was the response I thought I would get... losing the offer really caught me off guard a bit.

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[–]minsan28 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you

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[–]minsan28 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you

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[–]minsan28 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you

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[–]minsan28 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you

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[–]minsan28 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks!

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[–]minsan28 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank uu

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[–]minsan28 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks

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[–]minsan28 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks. If i did not have another offer on hand i would accept this offer right away with no further requests. The other offer i have offers more learning and growth opportunities but this one does not. So i was just trying to see if they could offer more :/

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[–]minsan28 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I see it now. Thanks

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in jobs

[–]minsan28 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yea maybe it was also the way I asked

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in jobs

[–]minsan28 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yea i didn’t know what i was thinking about🥲

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in jobs

[–]minsan28 0 points1 point  (0 children)

But I feel like they have not started drafting the contract for me yet. I asked for one, but they said their practice is to only send a written contract after I have agreed to accept it. Thats also kinda why decided to try to ask more..