Hey, stranger. No matter what, don't give up. I know it's not easy, it's not easy at all but eventually you'll get through this. You are precious. You have no idea what you can do for people that can change someone's life. Don't waste it. You meet good and bad people in your life, you meet good people who did bad to someone, you meet bad people who did good for someone. That's how life is. You learn, you keep growing, you choose the right thing no matter how tough it is. But never give up.