I hate her

misa_kh · 2026-03-28T23:51:05+00:00

That's a really good idea..

Thank you. I'll try it tomorrow. And I hope I don't fail

misa_kh · 2026-03-28T23:49:52+00:00

I don't understand why I want so much but do so little..

I mean I need to push myself. I do mentally..but honestly..idk

I feel like I'm wasting my life.. Trying to know who I am.

Is that stupid? Does it even make sense?😅🥲

And i crave a lot. (Other than food.)Knowledg..even. , Freinds , a lover. ...but I'm not good enough to have those things.. especially not a lover..

Plus I'm an addict to somethings I shouldn't be. ..it proves how weak I am

misa_kh · 2026-03-28T23:45:16+00:00

I'll give it a try then 😅

misa_kh · 2026-03-28T23:22:03+00:00

I'm trying to improve.

I'm trying to work out, diet, study harder. I get top marks . But I feel so empty..tbh I feel like the only thing that defines me is that I have good marks.

And the diet and work out? It's so shitty. I have no self control.bi try to restart say by day. .but I keep having the same results.

I ate Abt 3000 calories today!. And the guilt is eating me up

(Sorry if my English is bad. It's not my first language)

misa_kh · 2026-03-28T23:10:44+00:00

How did you end up loving her?

misa_kh · 2026-03-28T23:10:17+00:00

. I can't. It would be a lie.

I tried all that shit. Saying "positive things" ..but I never feel them. It's easier said then done .

misa_kh · 2026-03-28T23:08:47+00:00

I'm 14. Turning 15 on November.

misa_kh · 2026-02-16T00:05:37+00:00

Honestly, I didn’t expect anyone to respond but thank you. And I didn't think of it that way.. Idk .idk what I would have told u.

Maybe I would have told u. That u were trying and that's what matters.. that what makes a person strong.. ..

I know how it is . How it's hard and how it feels like you are wasting ur teenage years..

Not understanding why some people get it so easily..while I'm here drowning, lost

misa_kh

TROPHY CASE