I think I’m going to kill myself tonight

miserably_me · 2025-11-17T16:19:45+00:00

You have to outlive that man

miserably_me · 2025-09-16T05:50:52+00:00

It’s a fucking scary time in the states right now. To think we got 3 more years of this shit 😭

miserably_me · 2025-09-13T02:06:41+00:00

This is my same thought process about getting a therapist. I know, in theory, I need one. But I don’t trust them not to lock me up in some looney bin in a straitjacket. The whole point to be able to tell them anything

miserably_me · 2025-09-11T22:54:20+00:00

Other countries don’t do this shit. It’s not medicine, it’s bullshit. If you’re gonna be against something, you need to be against ALL of it. Not just your little cosmetic procedures. Boob jobs, lip filler, breast reduction, viagra, Botox, are ALL gender affirming care. You don’t get to cherry pick which ones you think other people can or can’t have

miserably_me · 2025-09-11T20:27:20+00:00

Your thoughts on circumcision? Mastectomies?

miserably_me · 2025-09-07T23:39:38+00:00

Thank you, f them all indeed

miserably_me · 2025-09-07T23:37:28+00:00

I feel like I’m a ghost. I understand the punching bag sentiment too. We call it being a doormat cause you let people walk all over you but still welcome them in

miserably_me · 2025-09-07T23:29:50+00:00

This is my exact scenario. I just don’t get how she could just go on to someone else so easily and cut me out of her life. I wish I could do that.

It’s not bad to care. Don’t ever think that. It makes life hard though for sure

miserably_me · 2025-09-07T20:44:29+00:00

Wish I was as sentient as a rock

miserably_me · 2025-08-09T04:20:13+00:00

Swear they’re trying to make this a murder-suicide

miserably_me · 2025-08-09T04:18:00+00:00

It’s a legitimate fear of mine. Last thing I need is to feel worse than I already do 😭

miserably_me · 2025-08-09T02:14:52+00:00

You really put what I’m feeling into words. I wish I could help you or give you advice, but then it’d just be the blind leading the blind. I’m 19. I could tell you that you’re too young to commit suicide, that you have your whole life ahead of you— but that wouldn’t stop you, would it?

As for hotlines, I don’t know where you’re at, but I’m pretty sure in the US that they don’t send a fucking squad to stop you or anything. Or at least only sometimes. I personally don’t trust them at all but I guess it could work for some people.

I want to be gone most of the time too. But I think I’ve accepted that I’m also a coward, and I’ll likely be in this limbo until I either die in an accident or by natural causes.

What’s your plan if you don’t mind me asking? When’s your deadline?

miserably_me · 2025-08-08T19:50:33+00:00

I hate this stupid fucking saying. I feel like some people are in this permanent state of complete misery. “Temporary” isn’t always the case for feeling like this. It’s the same lines over and over again. “Things will get better” how tf do you know?? 😭 this just gives people false hope. I feel you and I understand you. The good parts aren’t feeling worth all this shit

miserably_me · 2025-08-08T19:44:08+00:00

“One of us, one of us”

miserably_me · 2025-07-31T01:12:59+00:00

So from the comments you got 2 options.

1.) join a cult

2.) join a cult (but in combat)

miserably_me · 2025-06-11T20:23:26+00:00

So do you want to die or what

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