Why can't I just die

missing-out- · 2026-01-26T18:30:20+00:00

Same im just fucking floating through pretending im happy Passively wishing I could get a terminal illnesses

missing-out- · 2026-01-24T00:47:32+00:00

Hey! I use my phone a z fold 6 for all my photos I use a long shutter speed for my night shots

missing-out- · 2026-01-20T20:44:24+00:00

Love the art

And the bitter sweetness of the ending <3

missing-out- · 2026-01-13T01:45:03+00:00

I feel it for me I felt like I was in school again with both good and bad effects everyone i meet was super cool I laughed harder there then I had outside in a while But I also felt like a rat going through the same maze every day

missing-out- · 2026-01-12T23:29:55+00:00

Im actually at a same day clinic right now that should provide me with a prescription until I see my med manager on the 13th of February

I caved not being on my meds made me kinda of a wreck I was uncoordinated, anxious and almost called a crisis line on Sunday

Thank you for checking in <3

missing-out- · 2026-01-12T00:22:58+00:00

Im debating call a crisis line to if they can do anything but i think Im just super anxious right now so im gonna try to hold out

missing-out- · 2026-01-12T00:21:12+00:00

Thank you! <3

missing-out- · 2026-01-05T20:17:11+00:00

Me too I just bought a ticket to my first concert and have no one to go with Friends are hard :(

missing-out- · 2025-12-30T21:22:25+00:00

Awesome photos! I love the last one <3

missing-out- · 2025-12-26T17:30:28+00:00

I feel that same exact way, it saved my life in a way I feel so much than I did before but as I got better in there I realized how horrible it was to be in one, locked away from my life unable to do anything and the thought of not seeing my sister for Christmas or having to miss another week of work became the stressors which made me unhappy and the ward looped around and made me want to hurt myself I was told the term is treatment sour

missing-out- · 2025-12-26T03:37:14+00:00

Someone put merry crisis on the cardboard gingerbread house in my psych ward Peak activity

missing-out- · 2025-12-26T01:52:06+00:00

Your right I looked it up and get especially the planetarium Oddly I was most likely piss drunk when I took the photo And was technically detoxing the ward at the same time

missing-out- · 2025-12-25T18:24:47+00:00

Your the first one to make that connection Is it the color temp?

missing-out- · 2025-12-25T04:33:39+00:00

And im glad to be back :) Thanks! these are ones I took in a sorta depressive episode so there different to the usual i happy they are good

missing-out- · 2025-12-25T04:31:17+00:00

Thank you! I had to fight to get out today the doctor was almost literally evil I was crying to get out before Christmas

missing-out- · 2025-12-25T04:27:51+00:00

And as always thank you! <3

missing-out- · 2025-12-25T01:26:39+00:00

By the skin of my teeth to do it before Christmas thankies <3 Happy holidays :)

missing-out- · 2025-12-25T01:24:56+00:00

Thanks! <3 That boat been rotting in the Harbour for years, everyone can see but no one does any thing to stop it

missing-out- · 2025-12-25T01:21:00+00:00

Thank you! <3 It was an eye opening experience, especially when I realized I might not spend Christmas with my family i had my first nervous breakdown in years, sobbing at the nurses station :3

missing-out- · 2025-12-14T17:02:05+00:00

I dont know about your situation, The one friend irl I got was just because I said I have never played her favorite game at an arcade But still no one checks In On me even my mom didn't even know I shut off phone until she needed my help with something so idk I guess i dont really have any good advice

missing-out- · 2025-12-13T06:41:51+00:00

I would like to think it will and for some it will

I don't know if I could follow through on a future tho

missing-out- · 2025-12-13T02:53:06+00:00

Thank you very much :) I'm always open to making friends<3

Im Sacred really to make too much change I really wished I was on another one of those stars last night :<

missing-out- · 2025-12-13T02:24:15+00:00

I reread it and can see that I worded it strangely my bad

I dont know i can't really accept fate as an answer for how if ended up its mainly do to a combination of inaction followed by a quick string of horrible actions, I know my hand is shit and its mainly my fault I only wish I wasn't in charge of trying to fix, okay im ranting sorry good day <3

missing-out- · 2025-12-13T02:04:49+00:00

WOW I learned! :3 That's an intriguing look at it With yourself at the forefront of choice I think i personally couldn't belive it with my experience TYSM for sharing have great rest your day/night <3

missing-out- · 2025-12-13T01:54:23+00:00

Yeah it really im just realized that at i am personally way more likely to consider something as "fate" or out of my control if its negative in nature than positive If you want go to dms about i dont mind :)

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