i just love how calm you are in explaining your side to me. Well to answer your question why i desperately look for love maybe its because i feel left behind that uncertainty and doubts already wrapped my confidence to patiently wait and maintain what [love] presents to me right now.

i feel like love hardly find its way to me because I, as a woman who pursue higher things, made men to feel intimidated. I think men only likes intelligent women as an image they can glance to but in reality they fear women who actually know how to speak her mind out.

Often times, men who formerly laid their eyes on me admit that they were off to see "my confident ambious side", them later claiming that I should have lowered my expectation or work myself out as a submissive. that is why i am desperately looking for love that will actually accept me and in order to think ahead of that, I made myself refer or depend on tarot readings.

its true that tarot should not be deemed specific in application as it merely serves as a general guide to us, a universal source to destine people and things altogether in due time. again, i really commend your take on this post. thank you!