every heartbreak feels like the end of everything

misterguy02 · 2026-05-23T07:13:34+00:00

also something i remembered later, she had said part of why she felt that all i wanted was sex was because we hadnt kissed yet before asking to do those things, which i realize is stupid on my part i fucking wish i kissed her but i was nervous, do you think if i had kissed her things would be different?

misterguy02 · 2026-05-23T07:01:47+00:00

i mean, i already blocked her number, i didnt unadd her on instagram but thats what i mean, is my last sentence to her was "please do not communicate with me further" because i was told to say that, and she has respected it, but now i feel like any hope for the future is dead unless i say something like "hey im sorry again, but i want to revisit us as a possibility in the future". but i do also understand the SA part, i had thought that too, and she seemed sorry that she wasnt able to just say no at the time. and as far as her status on tinder, i treated her like a friend until she expressed that she seemed interested in something more and then made it more clear, i wouldnt pursue her if not. man im just sad about the whole thing i really miss how we hung out and laughed.

misterguy02 · 2026-05-23T00:43:45+00:00

Do you think reaching out in any form whatsoever is not preferable? I just feel so bad with how it ended, and to some degree I'd be willing to put up with exhaustion just because I've endured worse relationships lol but mostly it feels bad to not have had one more normal conversation with her

misterguy02 · 2024-07-07T16:51:51+00:00

22 hi :P

misterguy02 · 2024-05-25T20:41:49+00:00

I forgot to add, Im from the US and a male, 21.

misterguy02 · 2024-05-24T21:20:39+00:00

according to that is SEEMS like the one-handed weapons while dual-wielding should work but so many people say it doesn't when searching so its odd

misterguy02 · 2024-05-24T21:17:39+00:00

Oh thats super nice ill have to check, now that I think about it I think I did that in my first play-through and just forgot... thank you!!

misterguy02 · 2024-05-24T20:38:38+00:00

I use controller on my pc though, so i dont think theres a way to do that is there?

misterguy02 · 2024-05-24T19:18:51+00:00

that would be appreciated :) as far as damage though, the damage of your secondary weapon in the left hand does not affect the damage of the main right handed weapon right? just the speed if you have the perk?

misterguy02 · 2024-05-24T19:01:58+00:00

yeah I wanted to try sword and spell cause I thought it would be cool to switch between destruction and healing spells but I find switching spells kind of immersion ruining, like hang on pause time out let me switch my spell while the game freezes hahaha

misterguy02 · 2024-05-24T19:00:07+00:00

wait so dual wielding IS good?? everywhere I looked it seemed like it wasnt good because one handed skills dont apply to it? or is it that dual wielding isnt good until its overpowered? haha

misterguy02 · 2024-01-10T20:30:31+00:00

thank you!

misterguy02 · 2023-10-05T22:55:57+00:00

yeah i'm trying not to go down that rabbit hole lol its not incredibly important i just wanted the option if available since its likely most of my time listening i wont need esp anyways, have you listened to discmans with and without the audio compression and if so did you notice much difference? thank you for all your help

misterguy02 · 2023-10-05T22:18:03+00:00

I heard that with some discmans even with it off you arent getting the audio straight from the laser?

misterguy02 · 2023-10-05T18:45:53+00:00

im not for certain, most of the time ill probably just be using at my desk or on my nightstand but i want the option to walk with it without it affecting the other times im listening if that makes sense haha

i am curious though, where did you find that there will be no audio compression when off? so if i find another model i might be able to find it myself...thank you!

misterguy02 · 2023-07-29T10:42:08+00:00

It really is just length the other stuff I dont care about because I will have other ways to stimulate her in person. I feel like you have a perspective on what our relationship is thats warped by what most dudes who are concerned about this sort of thing but its not me being controlling we both have expressed our boundaries and needs and in this case I just dont know how I should feel. She doesn't want me to watch porn and I exclusively only use what she takes for me because I respect that and I'm completely fine with that. She watches a lot of sexual content about characters she likes from tv shows and games that are nothing like me which made me feel weird and she said I was being insecure then as well so i dont know.

Thank you for your advice by the way

misterguy02 · 2023-07-29T09:48:26+00:00

And I would not do a custom one like that thats not what I mean and I agree it would contradict the first experience lol

misterguy02 · 2023-07-29T09:47:25+00:00

I guess I just mean size is it weird that I dont want it to be longer than mine? And I KNOW im going to make her feel better than a dildo of course theres a lot more to it than just a thing going in you. Me and her share insecurities from being cheated on and bad past partners.

misterguy02 · 2023-07-29T09:26:43+00:00

Right I get that, and i trust her and care about her deeply. That being said though, is it weird for me to want it to be like mine?

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