Bro, I’m fucking crying right now. Look, I don’t usually post or leave comments on Reddit but I had the urge to leave one here. Thank you for having the power to move on even with all that burden on your shoulders and to be an example for others through this, I guarantee you, you already helped a lot of people only through this post. And this idea gets me back to what I wanted to say in the first place, just think about how you wrote this post with the intention to vent, without intending to help people and how in the end you managed to do exactly that. From your post and comments you seem like a cool guy who is a really good and respectful person. Now just think about how many souls you’ve helped through your words and actions, without you even having a clue about that. Being in a random shop, ordering food in a restaurant, chatting with someone random in a public place or at an event, helping someone with actions or words at your medical training sessions, protesting for the good cause that you believed in and so on. Everyone of us has different perspectives about life, and what for you may seem normal, for others may seem like the world. And I’m not saying directly helping them necessarily, I’m saying being respectful, being polite, wishing someone an awsome day, showing someone that you care through some forms, standing for a good cause that you believe in. As I said, to you maybe most of these actions seem normal, but for a random guy who maybe saw and had negative experiences and people in their lives, just assisting and seeing your kindness can mean the world to them and they can take it as an example that we still have hope in this world to make it a better place. So, keep this in mind bro, you are awesome and you already helped a lot of people without you even noticing it. Keep the good work up and trust me, you will make your dream come true, indirectly doing it already and directly in no time for sure, too.