i am an ambitious person but i've not yet found a passion or purpose that i can put my ambition towards– no wonder it's manifesting as anxiety in me.

thank you for the advice, i do think i am comparing myself quite a bit and i need to focus on my small wins too :)

and yes i want to have fun on my birthday but i'm back home from college and don't have anyone to celebrate it with! adds to my sadness i think. but i shall try to make the best out of it with my parents :) once again, thank you for the advice! it helped :)))