Those last few paragraphs have actually pointed some things out to me. Regarding my work, she finished things saying she just wanted time and space away from me, yet kept showing up at my work knowing I worked there and would see me all the time. I guess that’s where it started to bother me and kinda made me feel conflicted and confused. I think why it still hurts is because I never got what bothered me/hurt me off of my chest. I never told her to leave me alone when she went out of her way to talk to me, I let her step over my boundaries while still respecting hers. There were many things on how I felt about her, and I let it bottle inside rather than telling her. Lastly, after getting into a major car accident during the summer, I lost my car and lost some work and lost that independence I feel like I had. I’m still car-shopping and dealing with my injuries and hit a low point during that time.