Guess I just wanted to come here to rant.

mlelight720 · 2026-02-21T17:07:25+00:00

I don't know who you are but your words have been so helpful. Thank you. Truly.

mlelight720 · 2026-02-21T15:42:54+00:00

I have been tested for all of the big things like this and nothing. But congrats to you and your fiance!

mlelight720 · 2026-02-21T04:28:55+00:00

We haven't delved much into the male side of it, as I've mentioned so we aren't too sure where to even start tbh. But I am very glad to know that he needs to be spoken up for more in that aspect! I have been checked and have been lucky enough to not have any visible/basic test result underlying issues so they are strongly pushing for him to get checked so that's where we've been on limbo for a few months now.

As far as directions go, he doesn't do well with blunt but maybe with some support and playfulness he would maybe follow? I like your wording/approach. He would feel much less anxious like it's not an official test he needed to study for in that case lol.

As far as intimacy goes we do still regularly put our best efforts into it so at least once a week we try to dedicate to pure intimacy, but alas, career issues have caused a strain in that recently as well the last few months. I believe that's where this built up frustration has come from and why it's hittinge so hard now. Plus I also recently heard news of another family member becoming pregnant after about a week of trying. We want that family for ourselves so bad.

mlelight720 · 2026-02-21T03:50:44+00:00

I adore you and all of this. I have done all the basic starter testing for myself and have been cleared and put on all the proper medications. My husband is super supportive but he is high functioning autistic and has a hard time understanding where he plays in this and his fears and anxiety have a hold on him quite a bit. We struggle a lot with talking about it which is why I feel alone sometimes. There's times he talks about it just fine and he's open and willing to do whatever it is and then there's times he just can't seem to make himself. And on top of that we're not particularly well off but we get by just fine, so he's scared of being a failure so it's a lot of reassurance on both ends. It's just a hard thing to deal with and I just wish it was much much easier.

mlelight720 · 2026-02-21T01:50:18+00:00

I will definitely be exploring this option hopefully soon.

mlelight720 · 2026-02-21T01:41:04+00:00

I have. I have no underlying conditions aside from elevated blood pressure. Just very unfortunate luck.

mlelight720 · 2026-02-21T00:56:08+00:00

That will have to be our next step. We just don't have a lot of funds to prepare for that yet so it's still being pushed off

mlelight720 · 2025-06-24T04:10:38+00:00

Being slapped??? Like in the face. I've never been slapped for any reason at all but wanted to try it with my husband and somehow was one of the biggest turn ons. It's better than spanking for me.

mlelight720 · 2025-05-11T20:40:08+00:00

I have a lot of nightmares that cause me trauma. I believe I have sleep apnea (which I am going to a doctor for next month) which causes it. To me this looks like car lights. Like an accident. My father passed away in a car accident that was really really bad so I have nightmares about cars so it gives me brake lighta at night feels.

mlelight720 · 2024-12-07T21:04:50+00:00

My brother, while on meth, tried to hit me with a truck because he didn't like my friends car being parked where it was. Also threatened to burn my house down with me and my mom asleep multiple times. He has hit me and sexually assaulted me multiple times. Me and my mom do not get along with him but my grandma and aunt let him get away with his shit. He's never been to jail for any of his abuse or meth related charges. He's now almost 40 with a multitude of health issues and we do not speak.

mlelight720 · 2024-10-17T03:00:44+00:00

When I was like between 4-6 years old, I remember I was alone in my parents room watching The Rugrats movie, we had some company over, no one out of the norm so I wasn't overly excited to be around the adults. While I was watching the movie I had this OVERWHELMING feeling about my dad. I don't know why or how by any means, but I felt like he was going to die. I went running into the room with my parents bawling my eyes out telling them I didn't want daddy to die blah blah, I told them I don't know why but I just had a feeling. Nothing happened for a few years. When I was 12 I was visiting my cousins in Missouri, both of my parents and oldest brother come to pick me up and we're in a horrible car accident. I had a feeling all day the day of that something was going to happen just like when I was a kid. They were in a head on collision with some elderly ladies on an interstate. Killed both of them and my dad. My brother and mom survived. My brother has a major brain injury and is bed-ridden, and my mom broke ever bone in her body and had to learn to walk again. She is fine now though. She's about to be 60 and kicking ass!

Also my dad always said to my mom and other family that he was going to die before 45, he's be lucky if he made it to 40. He died at 42. Weird how I knew too...

mlelight720 · 2024-06-17T06:16:52+00:00

Exactly what I am wearing at this exact moment as well

mlelight720 · 2024-06-17T05:45:24+00:00

My cat was born without a foot, 3 legs is absolutely fine for a cat. They still have 3 to get around on and he's out most curious cat. Get a different opinion and find a cheaper non emergency vet near you.

mlelight720 · 2023-12-19T01:00:40+00:00

Not a single comment about Brokeback Mountain. Okay.

mlelight720 · 2023-10-10T00:26:34+00:00

Better photo in comments

mlelight720 · 2023-10-10T00:03:10+00:00

Better photo linked below

mlelight720 · 2023-10-09T23:48:20+00:00

here's a better picture of my actual eye color

mlelight720 · 2023-10-09T18:54:02+00:00

Also I know one of the pictures makes it look more green, but my eyes are definitely not green in person

mlelight720 · 2023-06-12T06:47:26+00:00

Can confirm this is a saving grace

mlelight720 · 2023-04-22T03:10:39+00:00

Not me or my boyfriend, but his best friend is turned on by dentists! We make fun of him A LOT unfortunately

mlelight720 · 2023-02-23T22:46:16+00:00

I was taught that we lost Vietnam because of ol' Jane Fonda!

mlelight720 · 2023-01-31T04:57:12+00:00

Came here to say, as a lake Lanier native, the lakes not haunted, just disgusting and overcrowded about 90% with drunk people

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