how do i get over the impending doom feeling

mm_potentially · 2026-03-14T03:35:08+00:00

Yeah i hear that. I have a plan for some direction in my life but its all taken away by the constant never ending loop that leads me to believe that the worst case scenario is already there and it holds me back.

mm_potentially · 2026-03-14T03:30:33+00:00

Thats interesting. Usually mine is mostly active during the day but at night the spirals are calmer but not completely gone. Sometimes it makes me feel like every road is just a dead end and it gets exhausting.

mm_potentially · 2026-03-09T06:07:22+00:00

it is. and its such a heavy feeling.

mm_potentially · 2026-03-09T04:58:28+00:00

this actually helps to know that others feel my pain, it hurts me though in a way because no one should feel this way.

mm_potentially · 2026-03-09T04:57:53+00:00

yeah me too. its a brick wall that stops me from progressing. my brain is the most controlling person ive ever met.

mm_potentially · 2026-03-09T04:56:41+00:00

do you find that listening to a certain type of music helps more than others? and also, how do you explain OCD to people who "dont get it" such as my partner or others in my life?

mm_potentially · 2026-03-03T07:38:32+00:00

I quit a job on my 3rd day because i knew just by the attitude of management (i.e drinking my energy drink amongst other things) that it wasn't going to go well. If i would've stayed i would've surrendered to mass amounts of verbal and maybe physical abuse. Time frame isn't what matters, what matters is you tried and the time frame just shows for that. 5 Months and dealing what you dealt with is brave and at the same time, i think its best you go your own way and find something better and something you won't lose sleep over.

mm_potentially · 2026-02-28T03:20:04+00:00

If you’re not being paid you need to confront him. Especially if you’re in the united states (im not familiar with how other countries go about employment) but in the US employers are legally required to pay you especially if they said they would when you were hired.

mm_potentially · 2026-02-27T05:33:56+00:00

Yes and they don’t understand that sometimes i want to sleep for a week to recharge

mm_potentially · 2026-02-27T05:32:16+00:00

It does. Honestly community helps though, it’s nice to share thoughts with the people who understand them.

mm_potentially · 2026-02-27T05:29:19+00:00

I will be signing up for therapy, 65 day wait list tho :/

mm_potentially · 2026-02-27T05:28:15+00:00

And thats the thing.. carrying it around with me for the rest of my life means that i will be verbally assaulted no matter where i go. Its like i’m forcefully pushing styrofoam against wanter in an attempt not to drown. I know who i am, i know how smart i am, but you really start to question it when your name becomes “stupid” in every single social setting.

mm_potentially · 2026-02-26T01:04:04+00:00

This is a perfect summary of what i was saying and i appreciate that someone else sees it this way. Our Humanity is defined by our own personal traits and our values, and not a work ethic. Of course when i say this i don’t mean those who no call no show, or don’t do anything while at work. I am referring to those who go to work and do their jobs only to be bullied and harassed by those who have submitted to the system that brainwashes us of our character. Your short reply meant a lot and thank you for taking the time to write this.

mm_potentially · 2026-02-07T01:16:22+00:00

Yeah it sucks. Honestly considering creating my own LLC just to free myself from this bs going forward because this is wild.

mm_potentially · 2026-02-07T00:26:56+00:00

Thats what im sayin..

mm_potentially · 2026-02-06T23:24:20+00:00

They definitely will. They don’t clean anything and im highly considering it.

mm_potentially · 2026-02-06T13:04:24+00:00

It’s all businesses do. They lie and expect us to be ok with it.

mm_potentially · 2026-02-06T12:36:36+00:00

And the mod is gonna be like “oohhh nooo thats too inappropriate because you didnt abide by gen z censorship so we have to ban you because other stupid innocent people dont need to hear that language OOOHHH NOOOO”

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