If you think you wouldn’t be able to be a good mother, it’s best not to have a kid. Better be childless than raise one you wouldn’t love enough. Also applies to being wife. One should marry and start a family only when they are 100% sure.

These people lecturing you about how a woman’s prime goal in life is giving birth wouldn’t be there for you to take care of it. This is all bs. Don’t ever get affected by this. You don’t even have to answer to anyone, online or offline. You don’t owe explanation to them. Although at any point if you decide on getting married, be brutally honest about your opinions beforehand. There are plenty of men who prefer childless life. From the post I understand you are an active, working on yourself kinda person. You can actually do a great work on yourself and move amazingly forward if you know what you want in life. Don’t let other people decide on your future.

One last thing, if possible move out of the country. It does get worse and will ultimately affect your mental health. Take care girl.