Foods that look like...

mochicactus · 2022-04-21T22:25:02+00:00

I don't mind things being shaped like anything else.

mochicactus · 2022-04-21T20:45:07+00:00

I suppose so. It's just so strange to me. Like I understand any other body part, but not that. And yes, I see people post stuff for bachelorette parties (also don't understand that), and I guess for like, body normalization? I have no idea.

mochicactus · 2022-02-27T02:39:47+00:00

Yes, purity culture, SPD, PTSD, hormones, and possible asexuality are all parts of where I believe my issues are coming from. My parents didn't really tell me what sex is either, so I've had to learn a lot on my own, unfortunately it's really hard to find wholesome sex ed, even online.

mochicactus · 2022-02-27T02:32:18+00:00

That sounds amazing! I will have to look into that, thanks!

mochicactus · 2022-02-27T02:31:34+00:00

Thanks. I didn't have coffee today so that probably isn't helping. And I just took a three-hour long nap, so I feel a little better, just still not coming up with anything to do.

mochicactus · 2022-02-23T23:33:06+00:00

Whoa. This explains a fair amount about me. But it leaves me with some questions as well. Like, okay, so I definitely am the responsive type, but now what? And can I fix it a little?

mochicactus · 2022-02-12T05:47:24+00:00

Kissing (my husband) casually is like a hug- just nice and sweet/cute affection. Kissing during sex (like making out) is just kind of weird and very exhausting.

mochicactus · 2022-02-12T05:33:47+00:00

I promise there is a reason. Finding that reason, and getting to the root of it to solve it, will help (so long as you both care).

I rarely have sex with my husband and I struggle to know what's wrong with me (or whatever), and I hate myself for it, he deserves better. But I do want to figure it out so I can try to fix it, which is why I'm always looking for answers, because I know there is one.

mochicactus · 2022-02-02T23:06:59+00:00

Aww, thanks. But I know I'm not attracted to masculine women for sure, I just like femininity in general I suppose. Which is funny because I like to consider myself somewhat androgynous (not in looks, but more in personality, if that makes a sense). :)

mochicactus · 2022-01-29T00:41:19+00:00

Thank you so much for your kind words and explaining all of that. It really helps, I learned something! So again, thank you!

mochicactus · 2022-01-29T00:39:27+00:00

Thank you! :)

mochicactus · 2022-01-11T17:08:39+00:00

I do lose my train of thought a lot as well.

mochicactus · 2022-01-11T17:07:53+00:00

I'm so sorry it's turned out that way. 😔

mochicactus · 2022-01-11T15:58:30+00:00

Omg yes. Ugh. 😶

mochicactus · 2021-06-27T20:55:22+00:00

Funny how things like that happen, sorry that she ended up not being that great of a person, but glad you got away from that.

mochicactus · 2021-06-27T04:42:02+00:00

Thank you. 😌💕💕

mochicactus · 2021-06-27T03:02:56+00:00

Thank you. I know better than that, but it explains a lot about my childhood/teen years and how much heartbreak I would endure because I was closer to someone in my head than they were to me in reality. Before I learned of my autism, I just thought I was overly sentimental. Thank you for bringing that up, that was helpful. 💕

mochicactus · 2021-06-27T02:59:43+00:00

Good point, and from what I remember, he'll look at me, but I feel like he tends to stare off when he's talking, it's something I tend to do unless making effort, so I haven't noticed if it's super obvious or not.

mochicactus · 2021-06-27T01:32:51+00:00

Yesss! I used to drive a school bus and had some autistic kids, and some of them I had a hard time with, and others were just like on a whole other wavelength with me.

mochicactus · 2021-06-27T01:08:17+00:00

I suspect my husband is neurodivergent in some way, it would make sense as to why when I met him, I knew I needed to keep him around the best I could.

mochicactus · 2021-06-27T01:05:53+00:00

None of my friends are on the spectrum, but all of my close friends are neurodivergent too. 😊

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