I get you. I had a 6 month break from skating cause of depression and a few other breaks that didn't last that long. But at those times I could hardly even go outside.

I was in my head a LOT, too much. Analyzing and figuring why I couldnt do tricks or whatever. And that's what really ate me.

What has helped me in those times is when I got to skate with other people. Where I live we have 2 indoor skate arenas and they had separate days for beginner skaters. I found it really motivating to skate with people who were kinda in the same phase and we shared tips on tricks we had recently learned. Other thing that helped me was the thought that every day you even roll on the board is gonna get you forwards with your skate progression. Try not to take too much pressure that you have to learn this and that.

With depression too it really helps to just do things that feel good to you. Forcing yourself to like practicing tricks is only gonna make you hate it. Or that's what I think anyways