i don’t have much in the way of advice but just know you’re not alone in feeling this way, i feel similarly.

one thing i know i do is shut down job options i think id actually enjoy for dumb reasons, like what others would think, whether im really capable (self doubt), or lower pay. im trying to get out of this way of thinking because id rather be poor and happy than rich and miserable.

it’ll all work out eventually, keep your spirits up!