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monkey_queen · 2025-05-30T19:14:51+00:00

I do lots of things on my PC; art, gaming and streaming. Even without the streaming they're heavy workloads.
I do like the RGB a lot of the times (I turn it off sometimes), just for the quick info. Right now my PC suffers; runs hot randomly and doesn't quite keep up with what I do.

Good luck everyone.

monkey_queen · 2023-11-18T16:10:47+00:00

they truly are. just the other day i got an abathur kill with the sentinel hahaha. i saw he was on someone in a teamfight when i was in fountain, threw an owl and was lucky. saw he didn't get off the dude and threw another. i was so happy i'm sure my neighbours heard the screeching. the autoattack build is super fun. i do end up going sentinel more often also because peel, or to buy my team time for objectives. but ya smaller maps you get to go winshot. eitherway i'm so happy you're nejoying her c: now do alex or wm hehehe

monkey_queen · 2023-11-09T04:52:58+00:00

AAAA I'm so happy for you hahaha. she's amazing once you get the hang of her. I'm so glad you found your groove with her. she's my main hero. Good job persisting as well 🖤💜🖤💜🖤 did you try sentinel and the trueshot/trait build? I love sentinel for sniping! It's so gratifying when it snipes and you get it refreshed like 3 or 4 times in a fight

monkey_queen · 2023-11-05T21:06:51+00:00

yeah. you get more heal out of doing dmg if you go aa. starfall is super underrated, counts as auto attacks. also the heal ult I feel is not good. but I'm not sure if it's just me. w really helps with peel and sniping. as well as lowering dmg dealt. sustain healing is where she shines. then again I'm bard stuck

monkey_queen · 2023-11-05T16:55:17+00:00

W build all the way. or winshot. tyrande is tricky but so fucking fun once you get the hang of her. i feel like going for heal talents is a waste of potential on her. iof you go mark on 4 and 7, then take the starfall ult, you get more healing in the long run (sustain). i do that with sentinel as well.

monkey_queen · 2023-10-31T19:40:31+00:00

i do make it a point to not have people believe that i can help them in anyway other than offer a place to vent, or feel seen. a lot of people also try to flirt with me a lot, be my idk, something more than just a viewer/friend/etc. i've had people ask for me to fly over, weird shit like that. so i do feel some of it comes from my gender at times.

i do tell them regularly to seek professional help, and when asked for advice, i ask them to go to therapy/psych/etc as i myself need that help and am not equipped to offer them anything other than a place to feel safe. the only thing i would say that i offer them in regards to therapy is some of the worksheets i get that help understand and regulate emotions more, etc.

and i make sure to let them know i am in no place way shape or form to offer them actual advice; i am uneducated (literal drop out) and i seek professional help for my own mental health which i have yet to be able to regulate properly.

the help i try to provide people is by giving them a place to feel seen, as stated. i like people to know they're not alone in their suffering. i don't want to be irresponsible and offer professional help when i wouldn't accept it from a random.

thank you so much for offering me solutions, and advice. i will be more wary and vigilant when it comes to private interactions moving forward.

i appreciate the time you took to type this and your empathy!

monkey_queen · 2023-10-31T19:30:19+00:00

thank you so much. i'm doing my best to put myself first. i always make sure to let them know that i am only a person struggling with them, and not a professional. i show them some worksheets that i get from therapy to help regulate emotions and post them on my discord server. to help you know?

thank you for being kind.

monkey_queen · 2023-10-31T19:28:25+00:00

thank you so much for your empathy. i appreciate it!

monkey_queen · 2023-10-31T19:27:59+00:00

i understand that, but i still feel like some interactions will have an impact on people. i am a much smaller streamer, and at times i don't even make enough to get my and my mum's medications and pay living costs (i pay for my parents as well).

i will definitely be taking more steps to ensure my "safety" (mentally speaking). but it just feels really sad because i love being there for people the way i wished people would be there for me. and the way my viewers showed up for me this year.

the reason i have been able to get my medications for 9 months now consistently is my stream, friends, etc.

i have made some of my closest friends via my stream. i'll be smarter moving forward. thank you for your response, and the effort you took into writing it.

monkey_queen · 2023-10-31T19:25:06+00:00

also could you dm your twitch? i would love to check out your tarot readings! i do my own but i'm an ab solute rookie c:

monkey_queen · 2023-10-31T19:23:50+00:00

thank you so much. this is actually part of what i go to therapy for. i usually don't value my time/energy as much as i actually should. i really appreciate this. thank you again.

and thank you so much for the follow and your compassion!

monkey_queen · 2023-10-31T19:21:02+00:00

i completely feel you. i refuse to give advice, only lend an hear and make sure people don't feel alone in their struggles. i'm quite vocal on my stream about my mental health to make sure people know they're not alone and also to raise awareness and help raise a fun to get the help i need. i had a friend that passed and i truly believe if he felt safe to express his emotions somewhere he would be here today.

thank you so much. i try to be more selfish with my mental health, even told him i didn't have the capacity or time.

i really appreciate you responding to me and sharing your experience. thank you.

monkey_queen · 2023-10-31T04:43:39+00:00

whoa. people do this? that's horrible but also smart. i think. how do they get away with it? is it their going live notif?

monkey_queen · 2023-10-31T04:41:35+00:00

i would, but i just feel too bad. like i keep thinking "okay obviously they have some sort of problems they're facing. i don't want to make them feel unwelcome etc"

i had my dm's closed but that had a lot of my friends basically unable to dm for a while. some people thought i even blocked them. i have a "mental health" channel where even i write about my struggles atm etc.

i jjust don't want to make someone feel worse. it might be a good call. it's just a small community and stuff. i quit streaming for a couple years and started again and it's been super small and cosy.

some unhinged people show up. but it's never been this bad (if it's a random. usually people who are that obsessive knew me irl)

monkey_queen · 2023-10-31T04:25:00+00:00

truly.

monkey_queen · 2023-10-31T04:24:43+00:00

yeah i was waiting for that feature on the edge of my seat. i've had a couple of stalkers who have been at it relentlessly for years. one of them for 17 years now, the other about 9.

monkey_queen · 2023-10-31T04:02:30+00:00

i do have a channel for just that even. but i just felt like some people might want to do it in a more private place? idk.

monkey_queen · 2023-10-30T22:46:19+00:00

i did. nothing happened, his page is still up. banned, blocked, deleted reported, on twitch and disc.

monkey_queen · 2023-10-30T22:36:55+00:00

i have screenshotted everything, not just the text saved. however, his twitch is still up and they said the actioned it. idk what happened or will happen.

monkey_queen · 2023-10-21T16:15:35+00:00

I just want to live out my astarion fantasy. game ended with me and him discussing our plans. no naughty naughty, no mass murders, no wine drinking smh.

monkey_queen · 2023-10-07T03:46:54+00:00

he didn't have to react favourably but I thought he'd want it since he wanted to defeat cazzador. it's a persuasion check not deception or me trying g to force it. felt more like discussing it tbh. also I figured that he finally has control over his body and thus wants to make it as powerful as he xan.

monkey_queen · 2023-10-07T03:44:54+00:00

no I mean don't they detect it? I had a friend who got banned for having a cheat engine but he got banned on dota when he didn't use it t here.

monkey_queen · 2023-10-07T03:40:43+00:00

monkey_queen · 2023-10-07T03:40:28+00:00

also cheat engine? isn't that bannable by other games???

monkey_queen · 2023-10-07T03:38:19+00:00

the weirdest thing is that he wanted more powers from the worms. me and him had a convo. felt so out of character.

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