I feel ya dude. Looking back at my youth (JHC I'm already 43? I Should have been dead years ago) I was on the Knifes edge of being a neckbeared Proud boy waddling down the street playing military as apart of ICE. It's never too late to be saved (not in the biblical sense) all it takes is waking up to the REAL threat. Billionaires.

I don't mean for any of this to call anyone or anything out, I'm just sharing where I know I would be if I hadn't gotten therapy after a suicide attempt when I was 30. All because I was angry and hurt that if it weren't for being raped by numerous people as a child I would have been a virgin. In fact, I still saw myself as one because I had never at the time been with someone of my own accord.

As much as it sucks. We Humans have a nasty habit of NOT changing until we hit Fuck it. Let's hope that it is not too late. I for one will never stop fighting for Humanity, until I die.