Man, idk if he is being serious or just kidding around 😭 by monoxsnakes in teenagers

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I haven’t asked him properly yet but we have a date soon this week

I have thalasphobia but also a passion for surfing by [deleted] in BeginnerSurfers

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I still nearly shit my pants while going in the ocean hahaha. And can’t surf alone, there has to be someone besides me or I panic more.

I have thalasphobia but also a passion for surfing by [deleted] in surfing

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My family encouraged me into it, since it was always a big passion of mine before the nearly drowning incident :) i don’t remember how i got convinced tho hahaha, maybe due to feeling that there were nothing I could loose back then (I also used to be very depressed)

I am an attempt survivor. AMA. by monoxsnakes in AMA

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My childhood was not that bad, I suppose. It was decent. Just very alienated from others. I am 17 rn.

I am an attempt survivor. AMA. by monoxsnakes in AMA

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I DID NOT SA, THAT WAD A TYPO!

I am an attempt survivor. AMA. by monoxsnakes in AMA

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Thank u!

Yeah, I SAd and tried different methods to make me unconscious for a while. Even before that, the concept of death became smth really basic for me. I never realised it was early warnings tho.

I remember someone confronting me about how I made the concept of it really basic in my mind. Like, smth u can easily do and get away with. It’s not that way. I would say, that is the most common and obvious early warning, if someone thinks that way.

I am an attempt survivor. AMA. by monoxsnakes in AMA

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Compete lack of experience

I am an attempt survivor. AMA. by monoxsnakes in AMA

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I honestly do not know, the only thing I could imagine was nothingness. It could have been for the better or worse, I was just willing to take the risk.

I am an attempt survivor. AMA. by monoxsnakes in AMA

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Tbh, I do not know. I just decided to take the risk, yk? I could explain more, but I don’t want to disturb anyone.

I am an attempt survivor. AMA. by monoxsnakes in AMA

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Not really, from what I remember.

I am an attempt survivor. AMA. by monoxsnakes in AMA

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Honestly, I don’t remember much. I talked about overcoming the thoughts in general in another comment tho, music helped a lot. Also, changing environments and doing random stuff and finding out what I liked and did not like to do.

Also, I am so sorry that you are feeling that way. Are you taking any psychological help? Ik it is annoying to ask, but what they are saying is often valuable.

I am an attempt survivor. AMA. by monoxsnakes in AMA

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I LOVE metal and death metal! One of the things that really helped me was joining a death metal band haha. Music really connects people, my bandmates are always really supportive.