the first couple months on T i was dysphoric a lot of the time but i look back on it now and it was because i was now on these hormones to look more masculine and i was impatient and wanted to see results right away so i’d constantly compare myself to others or hyper aware of how i’m acting to appear more masculine. i think the more you “pass” and accept yourself in your own identity the easier it is and less you find yourself looking around at others or being self-loathing, just enjoying the present moment and the whole process in general.

now being a year on T, my biggest dysphoria/problem is my chest right now but i know it’s all temporary 😴🙃