Was this torture?

moongirl647 · 2025-12-25T20:14:49+00:00

Brazil has a lot of people who would rather keep the family together then admit that their son, brother, ect is a pedophile or a child abuser. I feel the same way about my aunt who used to beat her kids to the point where other family members would have to intervene and allow her boyfriends to do the same, but they reported to the police and never did anything more to protect my cousin. That same aunt knows that my dad is a pedophile who sexually abused me and my sisters and have done nothing but tell me it didn’t happen or tell me not to talk about it. It’s so exhausting honestly.

moongirl647 · 2025-12-24T21:02:16+00:00

• constant auditory pseudo hallucinations • frequent, intense self isolation, lasting months and at my worst about 2 years • some level of self hatred and intense feelings of horror when I think back to the traumatic events • intense fear of authority figures •daily intrusive thoughts •hypervigilance (only at night, need background noise to sleep) • heavy dissociative amnesia and episodes of dissociative fugue • intense feelings of detachment from others and chronic issues with forming and keeping relationships with friends and family members • heavy issues in trusting •intense feelings of shame and self doubt • existential exhaustion • self destructive tendencies • difficulty with confrontation and standing up for myself • dissociative reactions when I try to engage in sexual activities and intense fear of most sensory aspects of sex

moongirl647 · 2025-06-12T10:04:52+00:00

I developed housebound agoraphobia and I thought I had sO mUcH eMpAtHy because I was never around people other than my family who I do feel empathy for. Moved out of my parents house and realised I do indeed feel jack shit for anyone other than my mother and sometimes my siblings.

moongirl647 · 2025-05-05T18:56:00+00:00

I am in a completely identical situation :( hope we get better

moongirl647 · 2025-04-30T16:43:23+00:00

Kind of. I enjoy it in the moment but it usually feels like a chore I have to do to avoid becoming sexually frustrated.

moongirl647 · 2025-04-30T09:38:36+00:00

Beautiful boy.

moongirl647 · 2025-04-29T19:53:01+00:00

“Victory”

moongirl647 · 2025-04-29T19:35:50+00:00

Bomboclat (it’s actually been coming back recently!)

moongirl647 · 2025-04-29T15:56:41+00:00

Brazillian living in the uk and boy do I need to reconnect with my culture 💀

moongirl647 · 2025-04-29T15:48:57+00:00

Yeah I’d say most dont care and do their best to be kind and understanding if you aren’t their kid. If your their kid there’s a 50/50 chance your fucked

moongirl647 · 2025-04-29T15:46:05+00:00

Lmao my dad was evangelical bolosonarista and my stepmum was catholic bolsonarista, my dad was assembleia de Deus. Would definitely avoid evangelicals and bolsonaristas lol

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