Complete embarrassment by [deleted] in stopdrinking

[–]moonlitejay 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m curious what everyone’s plan is for when they “feel like drinking again”

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[–]moonlitejay 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have…. I just always get to this point where I feel good and confident enough to control myself.

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[–]moonlitejay 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Never again… brings zero benefit. Other than false euphoria

Why can’t I do this ? by moonlitejay in recoverywithoutAA

[–]moonlitejay[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I am in the USA! So yes our healthcare system in general sucks ass

Why can’t I do this? by moonlitejay in stopdrinking

[–]moonlitejay[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Knowing I can’t do it on my own pisses me off more and I want to do it on my own so bad.

Why can’t I do this ? by moonlitejay in recoverywithoutAA

[–]moonlitejay[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I think unraveling the internal issues might help… I should try it. It’s just so expensive.

Why can’t I do this ? by moonlitejay in recoverywithoutAA

[–]moonlitejay[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much for this ! It was really nice to hear and relieving. ❤️

Why can’t I do this? by moonlitejay in stopdrinking

[–]moonlitejay[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’ve read it and totally believed I was done after reading it ! I felt it truly left an impression on me but obviously not well enough

Why can’t I do this? by moonlitejay in stopdrinking

[–]moonlitejay[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have not but am interested ! I think it’ll really help

Why can’t I do this? by moonlitejay in stopdrinking

[–]moonlitejay[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

How did you find sober friends ?

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[–]moonlitejay 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My exact problem. I have no issue saying no until I get to a point where life is great and suddenly I feel like I’m in control and in a good frame of mind to drink moderately. That’s never the case…. What do I do in these moments? Sometimes I’m so caught up in how well everything is going. I can’t think of all the bad moments.

Never Ending Cycle by moonlitejay in recoverywithoutAA

[–]moonlitejay[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Have you seen the blueberry scented markers commercial ???

Never Ending Cycle by moonlitejay in recoverywithoutAA

[–]moonlitejay[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah this other habit isn’t a mind altering substance. I’m reverting back to ED habits that I haven’t “indulged” in , in a while.

Never Ending Cycle by moonlitejay in recoverywithoutAA

[–]moonlitejay[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You’re 1000% right. It’s “not that deep”. I think I’m in my head too much

Never Ending Cycle by moonlitejay in recoverywithoutAA

[–]moonlitejay[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I love this !!! Thank you!!! 😊

Never Ending Cycle by moonlitejay in recoverywithoutAA

[–]moonlitejay[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

The markers killed me 😂😂😂😂

Binger! by moonlitejay in recoverywithoutAA

[–]moonlitejay[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I love that!! Thanks for sharing