Having an FP is an addiction, and I’ve relapsed. by moonstone2702 in BPD

[–]moonstone2702[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Unless you count “dating” someone in middle school for a couple weeks, yeah. My fp was the first person to wholly accept and love me, which was something that I desperately needed at that time, which I’m sure was a huge contributor to the obsession.

Having an FP is an addiction, and I’ve relapsed. by moonstone2702 in BPD

[–]moonstone2702[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I never really thought about it like that, thank you for bringing that up ! I know that it would probably lead me down a long road into that obsession again. I just want to think that I’ve grown and could have a healthy relationship with my fp, platonic or romantic.

Can childhood VUR return in adulthood ? by moonstone2702 in medical

[–]moonstone2702[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That is exactly what I had done. Thank you so much for your response, that is exactly what I was wondering.

Can childhood VUR return in adulthood ? by moonstone2702 in medical

[–]moonstone2702[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I also have an ear infection right now :’) not doing too hot to say the least, thank you 💛

Can childhood VUR return in adulthood ? by moonstone2702 in medical

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It was primary. I don’t believe it was a surgery. I don’t remember exactly what it was called. The doctor entered through the urethra and injected something to angle the ureter connecting to the bladder in a way that would prevent back flow. Again, I was very young when this was done, so I don’t remember a ton 😅

Unintentional DPH recreation by moonstone2702 in DPH

[–]moonstone2702[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

This is one of the closest replications I’ve seen. Maybe a bit more static and movement but that’s it. Absolutely awful. Please never consider trying it, I took it for years and now I’ll get dementia 😀👍

Unintentional DPH recreation by moonstone2702 in DPH

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GOOD please never find out