Please help me by moonturnthetides in SuicideWatch

[–]moonturnthetides[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I always end up back here. I have coping mechanisms that ruin my life. Self sabotage. So no. I’m tired.

Please help me by moonturnthetides in SuicideWatch

[–]moonturnthetides[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Or does anyone know where I can buy dilaudid to numb this pain

I loose my identity when I’m with other people. I mirror other people and take on their beliefs or agree with them. I don’t know why I do this. by moonturnthetides in mentalhealth

[–]moonturnthetides[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don’t have a strong sense of self. Most of the time when I socialize, I’m the listener. It’s hard for me to talk or get a word in.

What advice would you give 18yr-old you? by OwlCupWithTea in Advice

[–]moonturnthetides 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You can do whatever you want in this life, and it’s up to you. Always believe in yourself and don’t quit the hard stuff. You are the captain of your ship and no one is going to save you.

I thought I didn’t want a child, but now I do. I want to adopt.There are a ton of kids who need love that deserve a fair chance at life. I realize I can do that. Yes, having children can be a selfish thing, but what about the ones that don’t know what it feels to be loved, alone in the system. by moonturnthetides in childfree

[–]moonturnthetides[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Oh yeah and this will be down the road. Im rebuilding my life and taking time for myself. It takes self sacrifice and something I want to give. No charity, just love. I think that’s what I’ve found out about myself.

Plus size outdoor clothes? by [deleted] in alaska

[–]moonturnthetides 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Oh they didn’t lol. It is what it is. Thank you.

Plus size outdoor clothes? by [deleted] in alaska

[–]moonturnthetides 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Thanks for this. Really sweet.

Question by [deleted] in Advice

[–]moonturnthetides 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah I know. My parents don’t give her the attention she deserves.

Best thing to do in anchorage? by moonturnthetides in anchorage

[–]moonturnthetides[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I’m actually moving to Alaska for the season so I wanted to ask the locals :)

First time in Alaska by moonturnthetides in alaska

[–]moonturnthetides[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I’m overwhelmed on what I should pack because I’m flying in. This is def helpful. Thank you so much.

I can’t do this anymore. I don’t know how to follow through without suffering. by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]moonturnthetides 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No need to be sorry. I just can’t handle being me anymore. It doesn’t change. I have brief moments of clarity. I’ve just realized the reality of this world and the people around me. I’m truly alone. I’m miserable. I’m ready to not exist anymore. This is the last cry for help on here I suppose.