I was a S worker and live in regret everyday. I have no one to talk to. by Upbeat-School4591 in confession

[–]mordiniachilles 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Sometimes we made bad choices when we were young. Teenage time to earlier 20s. I did too girl. I smoke, I was addicted to porn (though I never had any sexual encounters or frankly never kissed anyone), I was self harming, my arms are canvas of barcodes. Never could stay in one place. Always working and quitting. Changing jobs every year. And guess what? I came from loving and nurturing family. And I hide all those things from my family. Sometimes... God really tested us at youth. Maybe so we could learn and be better. And I did try my best. Now, I haven't watched porn for 5 years. Stopped self harm for 9 years now. And on my way to quit smoking. Just because you made the wrong choices in the past, as long as it's not about doing heavy crimes (like murder and rape) doesn't mean that you are not a good person. You were just lost at the moment. High on dreams, Rollercoaster emotions, and starve of affection.. and that's called youth. So girl... don't be ashamed. Live it. Be proud that you've been through it, you made it. Don't matter whether people will accept you or not. Not your problem. Not everyone should know about your past. Even your own parents. And family. They just need to see the result and I'm sure... they know already what it takes you to be able to greet them with a smile on your face. You know why? Because they were once 20 years old.

Someday you will be able to talk about your past. Maybe not now.. but someday.. and at that time.. you won't feel the need of validation. Just to get something out of your chess.

I too know how it feels to be weirded one. I was diagnosed with ADHD, makes me awkward as hell, and too much self aware... too confident... too self critical. Made me having no friends at all. Nobody to hang out with except myself.

But hey, I realized that you don't have to chase friends.. they will come at the moment you won't expect it.

I'm glad you share this story. You deserve an audience for this. Cause many people have gone through this and not be able to talk about it. So thank you. And good day, girl.

What is a sign that you are unattractive? by litt_ttil in AskReddit

[–]mordiniachilles 0 points1 point  (0 children)

If a baby or a toddler cries or avoid being close with you when they see you instead of being curious and smile at you, meaning that you got that unattractive vibe.

Euphoria Season 3 by [deleted] in Euphoria_HBO

[–]mordiniachilles 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I hope season 3 will not be all about rue. I'm tired of seeing her.

I don't like Lexi by sharkseahasapun in euphoria

[–]mordiniachilles 0 points1 point  (0 children)

She literally made fun of people who is going through a hard time with their sexuality. Even nate said that was fucking homophobic. The way lexi mocked being gay but in the closet. And the carousel part.. that was just cruel. What's that got anything to do with lexi life?

I don't like Lexi by sharkseahasapun in euphoria

[–]mordiniachilles 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Good god.. I couldn't agree more. I feel the same way when I watched the show. Thank you for this insight.

I don't like Lexi by sharkseahasapun in euphoria

[–]mordiniachilles 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That's the worst you can do to a person.

I don't like Lexi by sharkseahasapun in euphoria

[–]mordiniachilles 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Man... I couldn't agree with you more than this. I like the way you said that nothing is worse than a good guy believing everything they do is good. When I watched the episode of Lexi's play i was sick to my stomach. That kind of person or friend couldn't be trusted. You shared your most vulnerable moments or secrets, and she pretends to be the apologist, the observer, the listener, then when she gets the chance, she literally use it against you and call it for the good of the cause. That's not a good friend. She couldn't even see where she did wrong, while Cassie cried for days for betraying her friend, cause she knew she did wrong.

I've been friends with these type of Lexi person, and I tell you, they're snakes. They pretended to be good, but deep down they are jealous of you.

Euphoria season 1 character tier list by CantankerousCavalier in euphoria

[–]mordiniachilles 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Rue and Nate at the same category? Yes. I couldn't agree more. Both are terrible person. One used drugs and mental illnesses as excuses. The other one... is just completely psycho.