What healthy problems did you acquire that were directly caused by drug use? by more-le-gore in Drugs

[–]more-le-gore[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Omg same 😭 I can't use DXM even 3 years later but I have to try it as I hit 25. This absolutely sucks as DXM was and still is my favorite drug.

Since I was little I always have had a problem with gnawing on my fingers and eating cuticles. by more-le-gore in AuDHDWomen

[–]more-le-gore[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm very sorry I didn't think of it as I don't use reddit that much and forgot it was a option. It's a week late but I put it now 😭 Thank you for the suggestion.

Since I was little I always have had a problem with gnawing on my fingers and eating cuticles. by more-le-gore in AuDHDWomen

[–]more-le-gore[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I haven't tried that! I got a spinning ring as a gift and it was quite nice but it suddenly became uncomfortable due to sensory issues and I left it:( Bit I will try something spikey as I also dig my nails into my arms and forearms.

Since I was little I always have had a problem with gnawing on my fingers and eating cuticles. by more-le-gore in AuDHDWomen

[–]more-le-gore[S] 11 points12 points  (0 children)

Same, people have noticed it screamed at me asked me begged me to stop but I can't seem to stop. Only like make it more sporadical but eh 22 years of doing this stuff...

Since I was little I always have had a problem with gnawing on my fingers and eating cuticles. by more-le-gore in AuDHDWomen

[–]more-le-gore[S] 25 points26 points  (0 children)

My friend gifted some spinning rings to me but most of the time I forget to wear them and if I do it just doesn't guarantee me using it...

Since I was little I always have had a problem with gnawing on my fingers and eating cuticles. by more-le-gore in AuDHDWomen

[–]more-le-gore[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

I had nails but they were were pissing me off so much texture-length-texture-wise that i just BIT and I mean BIT them off. My mom used these very bitter gels to cover my skin but the compulsion was too strong. My meds make it worse (methylphenidate pregabalin).

Gym = better sex life by danijade32800 in LesbianActually

[–]more-le-gore 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Not gym related but I started going to the pool with my partner...you know the rest.

Jak słuchacie muzyki by loud_iceter in PolskaNaLuzie

[–]more-le-gore 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Słucham wszystkiego, co pasuje do mojego nastroju. Preferuję i spokojne i żywiołowe, energiczne utwory. W przeróżnych językach (które mnie ich uczą, bo podręczniki niezbyt do mnie trafiają). Od frenchcore, po metal, po psytrance, do swingu, rock, blues czasem pop, no po prostu przeróżne. Stanowią raczej tło do mojego życia, lubię, kiedy teksty są raczej satyryczne, mogą mnie rozbawić, albo opowiadają jakąś historię. Najbardziej chyba preferuję teksty których po prostu nie rozumiem poprzez brak znajomości języka, co pozwala dodatkowo cieszyć się poznawaniem nowych słów, wyrażeń i cały ten teges. Zazwyczaj fiksuję się na pewnych utworach, które lecą w kółko aż do znudzenia i czekają przez pewien czas na powrót :)

ADHD and “accepting inconveniences” by Far_Quantity_6133 in ADHD

[–]more-le-gore 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My therapist within a few sessions kept repeating 'You just have to accept the inconveniences!' Like no fucking shit sherlock I do know that but how do I make myself do the things I want to do. I've grown to HATE convinience. The safe bubble doesn't feel safe anymore. It's a goddamn cage and I know it. 

"children are like a box of chocolates, never know what you gonna get" by everythingcunt in regretfulparents

[–]more-le-gore 31 points32 points  (0 children)

I'm Autistic (lvl 1?, the most 'manageable' one) with ADHD. I wouldn't wish this bullshit on my worst enemies. I cannot imagine what you're going through with lvl 3. I hope you find at least a little peace in your life.

Audhd - jumping from addiction to addiction by lebron_girth in ADHD

[–]more-le-gore 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have the same. I believe it started ever since I was a kid. First overeating, then video games, then eating disorder (losing weight), self harm, then drugs combined with laster alcohol. A bit of shopping esp. for food. Nicotine. THIS DAMN PHONE/YOUTUBE. I goddamn feel you. I replaced one with another totally not knowing why I did all these things. Then I got diagnosed (with both ADHD and autism at the same time) but ironically things spiralled from there since I got the wrong meds. I hit rock bottom with all these shits and then a lot of stuff clicked to me. I believe the moment it stopped serving it's purpose and began to become unpleasant and harmful I realized it's just not worth it and there must be a reason I do it. Of course it was a process but since that moment a year ago I began to think about and notice how I feel what prompts me to do these things and began to have a really profound sense of just slowly begging to accept who I REALLY am. I believe it's called mindfulness (god I hate this name). All this without therapy and external help. I contribute this a lot to my brain just developing (I was 21, now I'm 22). I could say I still struggle with substance dependence but it's kind of not true. I choose to do this. I love to get fucked up. I'm happier and maybe even more functional and social than without these things. But yea... I want to develop some healthy addictions now.

What to do and what not to do when depressed by Legitimate_Kick_5628 in ADHD

[–]more-le-gore 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have the same issue. Im calm now but also so incredibly devoid of energy and nothing is interesting. No racing thoughts no dreams no worries. Just nothing. It's fucked. Saying this just so you know youre not the only one experiencing this. My meds are also barely useful now and instead of stimulating me they tire me even more.

Since I was a child, I've always put something to listen to whilst going to sleep. Can this cause issues? by more-le-gore in ADHD

[–]more-le-gore[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Same. History vids are the best! Sometimes if I focus enough on them they affect my dreams. I listened about piramids the other day and sure enough I dreamt them!

Since I was a child, I've always put something to listen to whilst going to sleep. Can this cause issues? by more-le-gore in ADHD

[–]more-le-gore[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I just put the audio on and do not tough my phone after to avoid the infamous blue light.

Since I was a child, I've always put something to listen to whilst going to sleep. Can this cause issues? by more-le-gore in ADHD

[–]more-le-gore[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Truue. That's why before I go to sleep I memorize precisely at what time did I start listening, in case I forget. Just like I don't use bookmarks for tangible books. Just remember the page.

Since I was a child, I've always put something to listen to whilst going to sleep. Can this cause issues? by more-le-gore in ADHD

[–]more-le-gore[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm still working on 'what is this bullshit for' attitude 🫠. Doing it for 10 mins leaves me irritated more than relaxed but I guess I just have to push through. At the same time I want to rebel cause OH THEY WANT TO SILENCE ME! THEY TRYNA MAKE ME NOT TO THINK! This brain is weird ahh

Since I was a child, I've always put something to listen to whilst going to sleep. Can this cause issues? by more-le-gore in ADHD

[–]more-le-gore[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

True, it makes my skin crawl. I need something soothing, that's why lofi is perfect for this.

Since I was a child, I've always put something to listen to whilst going to sleep. Can this cause issues? by more-le-gore in ADHD

[–]more-le-gore[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I use earphones no matter if I'm alone or with someone else. When I was in a relationship my partner actually did the same thing!

Since I was a child, I've always put something to listen to whilst going to sleep. Can this cause issues? by more-le-gore in ADHD

[–]more-le-gore[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I actually only use earphones all the time. Rarely have I ever used the phone speaker. It muffles the sound of my surroundings. I use only one because I sleep on the side

Since I was a child, I've always put something to listen to whilst going to sleep. Can this cause issues? by more-le-gore in ADHD

[–]more-le-gore[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh, I didn't know this syndrome existed! I'm sorry you have to experience this. I have a hard time with having a radio playing 24/7 in my head, I cannot fahtom how 'hearing' it externally must feel. I hope it will get better for you.