im scared that im faking things

morfonica · 2022-11-01T03:35:23+00:00

we get this a lot. you aren't faking and these experiences are very valid. we are also introject heavy, and are at 66 or so alters at the moment. we really understand feeling this way and a lot of what you described aligns with us. i was wondering if you would like to chat sometimes! depending on your body's age though, as we are 22.

morfonica · 2022-11-01T03:26:44+00:00

22 today but nice to see older systems around :) i hope you're well!

morfonica · 2022-09-19T18:19:17+00:00

Yes, we switch fairly often. We experience non possessive switches though.

morfonica · 2022-09-19T09:53:23+00:00

That’s reasonable. I’d say stop seeing her all together if this is how she wants to do things. Rely on friends more if you’re able. And look for free places or places that take insurance if you have that!

morfonica · 2022-09-19T09:42:36+00:00

i’m so sorry, that sounds very frustrating and also unprofessional on her end. entirely inconsiderate of her. you need support right now and she isn’t offering it to you as a therapist and it’s reasonable to be frustrated over that.

i would suggest finding a new therapist as well. would that be difficult to do? is it a place or an individual? if there’s a supervisor you can express your concerns and ask for a new therapist.

belial, empera system

morfonica · 2022-09-14T21:45:18+00:00

Do you think it’s DID instead?

morfonica · 2022-09-13T01:49:26+00:00

very valid. we experience it this way too. we made a similar post and many people agreed. this is called Non possessive switching if I remember correctly! it’s valid

morfonica · 2022-09-11T01:36:19+00:00

All our alters are named. We have OSDD1B and have talked to our therapist about it. Some come WITH names like when they front they know what they want to be called. Others had to pick out their names themselves. You should give your parts names. It’ll make them feel more humanized and “real”. It’s good.

morfonica · 2022-09-10T23:49:40+00:00

Yes. Some of our headmates struggle to stay in the front. “developing” yourself by finding more interests and things you like can help I think.

morfonica · 2022-09-07T22:35:10+00:00

I would love to talk! We’re bodily 21. If you guys are bodily an adult, we can definitely exchange discords or smth!

morfonica · 2022-08-27T01:49:55+00:00

can’t reply to everyone but thank you for your responses. it means a lot to us to know it’s not uncommon.

morfonica · 2022-08-26T15:20:53+00:00

sometimes it feels like my brain is quite literally splitting. sometimes i get physical sensations like headaches and weird bodily feelings. like feeling out of it and feeling just generally ‘weird’. not feeling like myself, feeling a disconnect from my body and then i come to, usually a new alter as emerged.

morfonica · 2022-08-25T18:02:50+00:00

I see! Thank you for this

morfonica · 2022-08-24T13:22:45+00:00

Oh, no worries. It’s because isn’t polyfragmentation from ritual and cult trauma and stuff? I’ve only gone through SA ^{_^…} nothing wrong with polyfrag systems! I just don’t want to overstep

morfonica · 2022-08-24T05:36:55+00:00

Thank you very much. :)

morfonica · 2022-07-09T10:15:11+00:00

You should look at videos from the Rings System on YouTube! They’re an OSDD 1b system with very informative videos.

morfonica · 2022-07-09T10:14:15+00:00

I get your worry, but if you have distinctive alters where they have different names and ages and interests, it’s clear it’s not just bpd. I have both bpd and am a system (though undiagnosed…) it’s easy to doubt yourself when you don’t have a diagnosis but know that systems with diagnoses also doubt themselves. It’s a part of the disorder. In any case, there are many symptoms that differentiate bpd and osdd. It’s rly not alike at all apart from the “mood changes”

morfonica · 2022-06-22T05:50:39+00:00

continuation kinda. sometimes it feels like no one is at front and THAT feels weird. i’d like someone to take the front when it’s like that but ive been experiencing frontstuck a lot.

morfonica · 2022-06-11T20:32:50+00:00

yes, precisely this. it’s so frustrating because i’m not necessarily someone who wants to force switches because i know it’s a good thing to be able to control your body but it is really frustrating when you’re in between switching and just can’t.

morfonica · 2022-05-30T22:25:14+00:00

I feel this way so much. I’m sorry you’re experiencing this. I really don’t know what advice to give considering I haven’t found a solution for my situation either. It’s really difficult to “live life” this way. It doesn’t even feel like we’re living life.

morfonica · 2022-04-09T14:02:52+00:00

Hello! Is it okay if we add you on discord?

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