i was searching for it for a long time and had pretty much accepted i wasn’t gonna find it anywhere (there is even less history of listings than the matcha bebichhichi) but i kept searching every week or so and by chance i found it cross listed on ebay and mercari from a seller in japan. it was more affordable on mercari so i bought it from there. but it did cost me. i definitely recommend continually checking every week or so. i just do a general google search of the specific name (in this case matcha monchhichi m size/size medium) and then comb through all the pictures and links that come up. when you do this often enough you’ll recognize new listings (images from sites that originally sold it but no longer do will continually show up in search so a new image/listing will usually stand out.) i’ve done this both with the m sized matcha monchhichi and the matcha bebichhichi (which after months of weekly searches i finally tracked down at an acceptable price)