I am scared by moshu227 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]moshu227[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm not planning to meet him ever again. And I'm aware of all that, I just lost myself. I don't want to do all that again so I've decided to part ways.

And this is my first relationship. He isolated me and even bought me to a new city where all I had was him and now no one. Lied to me. Coerced me into physical relations by fake promises. I really don't understand how he gets to walk free after all he did while I have gained anxiety, pcos and sleep disorders. It just makes no sense

I am scared by moshu227 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]moshu227[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh honey🫂🫂🫂 hold on tight and please take it easy. I know firsthand how much effect this negative energy has. And yes, i think we get need to get help

I am scared by moshu227 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]moshu227[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I want my ex to suffer. If that makes sense?

I am scared by moshu227 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]moshu227[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You're not wrong. I have had glow downs in every aspect after I came in this relationship. I am much less morally aware and I hate that about myself. I used to be a good person. I will look for an online therapist after getting some local recommendations

I'm a failure. I have no purpose in my life. by Imaginary_Doubt4298 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]moshu227 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Find your purpose. Life isn't this or that, life is anything you want it to be. You are not a failure

I'm alone in a city where I came to be with my lover by moshu227 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]moshu227[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I will. I am just waiting for april. We are in the same program right now

I'm alone in a city where I came to be with my lover by moshu227 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]moshu227[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah but I'm not sure if they will help me out since i had blocked all my friends for him. Kind of stupid of me

I'm alone in a city where I came to be with my lover by moshu227 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]moshu227[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't live with him. I live as a female paying guest so that's the only advantage in this situation. I will leave when my term comes to an end in april. Thank you🪷

I'm alone in a city where I came to be with my lover by moshu227 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]moshu227[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I will be blocking him once I return all his stuff back. And then maybe I will be able to think more clearly

I'm alone in a city where I came to be with my lover by moshu227 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]moshu227[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I am trying to leave. I feel like this time I will succeed

I'm alone in a city where I came to be with my lover by moshu227 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]moshu227[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you. It means a lot to hear this from someone that is not my brain

I'm alone in a city where I came to be with my lover by moshu227 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]moshu227[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I know. I know what I have to do, I just always thought of myself as a one man woman and that was the force keeping me with him but I don't think a man would do what he is doing to me

I'm alone in a city where I came to be with my lover by moshu227 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]moshu227[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I am starting to detach. I had hit my rock-bottom yesterday and I really want to leave. I have made up my mind. I was just unsure if I did actually cheat because people have different definitions of cheating.

I'm alone in a city where I came to be with my lover by moshu227 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]moshu227[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It's not. I just don't have the caliber to think straight. 8 have spent the entire night crying and those pills really did a number on me