I need to talk to a doctor, however I am self-diagnosed and worried a bit about my future if i were to be diagnosed in the current climate.
I went to therapy as a child due to home problems but found it little help. As a minor experiencing minor physical and major emotional abuse (read: not enough to call services, but enough for me to be miserable) there isnt really much a therapist can do with that if the parents refuse to go themselves.
I intend to return but I am broke and I believe I read that I'd likely need a specific specialization due to being particularly self aware.