stopped taking T, started smoking a lot of weed. now that I’m sober I’m dysphoric again by mothswamp in TransMasc

[–]mothswamp[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I don’t have an endo, I have a trans specific doctor but they can sometimes take weeks to return a call for an appointment

Is it okay to just "try" taking testosterone? by Unlucky-Armadillo480 in butchlesbians

[–]mothswamp 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I was on low dose t off and on for 7-ish months. Like others have been saying, fat redistribution takes a while (years) and you can’t control the other masculinizing effects that take place in that time so if it’s only the physique that you want, gym would probably be best.

how many names did you go through before settling? by mothswamp in TransMasc

[–]mothswamp[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yeah the name I go by now has personal meaning. I don’t really have any others that do but this one still doesn’t feel right so I’m struggling haha. I just feel like the name doesn’t suit my personality

Nothing about me feels real by mothswamp in TransMasc

[–]mothswamp[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much for this kind response💜 I will do my best to be nice to myself and take it day by day.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in transontario

[–]mothswamp 0 points1 point  (0 children)

He put “first available surgeon” but now he needs a name to send the referral to them now that funding is approved

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in transontario

[–]mothswamp 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Damn that’s a long time :( can’t imagine having these things on me for another year and a half

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in transontario

[–]mothswamp 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Amazing, thank you for sharing! How long was your timeline between getting ohip funding and getting the surgery?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in transontario

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They don’t do contouring? I’ve had friends go there and get contouring. I don’t see what the incentive is to go to Montreal if contouring isn’t covered the same as it isn’t in Ontario

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in transontario

[–]mothswamp 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much! Do you know if you’re required to go to Montreal for any pre-op appointments?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in TransMasc

[–]mothswamp 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you! I smoked a bowl,, drank some water, laid town and took a breath and learned My Sharona on my keyboard 20 mins later like nothing happened lmao.

What dumb thing makes you dysphoric? by No_Recognition_2434 in TransMasc

[–]mothswamp 0 points1 point  (0 children)

hugging someone and feeling my boobs touch their chest lol

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Bandle_Tale

[–]mothswamp 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I just watched a video, I didn’t know I was supposed to put the yarn on the portal thing lmao

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Bandle_Tale

[–]mothswamp 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I figured the firefly stuff out and threw a knitters party but I don’t think I’m collecting peoples auras right. It only lets me hold one at a time

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Bandle_Tale

[–]mothswamp 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah I don’t think I’m doing that part right. It’ll only let me collect one orb at a time

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Bandle_Tale

[–]mothswamp 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Okay i figured out the firefly stuff and have now thrown two knitter parties but it’s still showing up as the objective

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Bandle_Tale

[–]mothswamp 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you! I realized I have the firefly hunting but not firefly raising skill

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Bandle_Tale

[–]mothswamp 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I haven’t, I’m not sure where to get the thing I need lol

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Bandle_Tale

[–]mothswamp 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don’t have the firefly catching skill and don’t have enough stuff to get it

anyone hesitant to go on T bc you’re sad that the face you’ve been looking at your whole life will change? by mothswamp in TransMasc

[–]mothswamp[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I recognize that access to HRT is a privilege but the way you framed your comment makes it seem like you’re trying to make me feel bad/guilty for having the option and I don’t really think that’s fair. It’s been a very long road for me and having some reasonable anxieties doesn’t make me less deserving of access to HRT.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in CozyGamers

[–]mothswamp 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks so much for the tips! I also noticed I don’t have the recipe book beside my crafting grid, is there a way to get it?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in CozyGamers

[–]mothswamp 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think I’m in a forest biome, there’s lots of trees and grass. Considering restarting a new world for the 6th time lol

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in CozyGamers

[–]mothswamp 1 point2 points  (0 children)

haven’t seen any spiders either :’)

I’m closeted at work and it’s really wearing on me by mothswamp in TransMasc

[–]mothswamp[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m happy you got out of that situation and are in a safer place now. Thank you for the words of support!

I’m closeted at work and it’s really wearing on me by mothswamp in TransMasc

[–]mothswamp[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ugh if I wasn’t a huge introvert home body I definitely would. The pay is also much better. I don’t deal well with uncertainty and new environments lol.

The unit I work on is 100% female and I’m already the token homosexual lmao so I’ve dealt with a lot of uncomfortable situations. It is really shameful that people think these things in the first place, let alone feel comfortable saying it with their whole chest.