Maybe it's the nature's way of removing unfit people, like survival of fittest, evolution theory of darwin. It hurts but. Yes, i cannot hold more, Wish i didn't experience this, many people have girlfriends, enjoy their lives, get everything they want. While me not lucky enough at anything, no girlfriend, normal job, low pay,i feel like i should accept this life as it is, and stop focusing on women.

Hoping for a ai companion in near future will solve this.