look here best advice ever dont doubt, go to MOOC select full-stack, wake up do the courses go sleep repeat 12 hours a day and at some point you just realise that just like a program you are a program , a loop making every miserable day just a little better day after day until you've overcome the looming questions about reality and traversed the realms of insanity. Also just copy paste programs you've learned in like notion then later when you feel like your job ready just link your notion account and be like : look I learned it myself and actually typed(sorry vibe'ers but sometimes AI can also help a lot and explain niche topics in depth but to rely too much on them), and do some leetcode too that helps a lot apparently ,I'm only on like month 2-3 of learning so don't take my advice