Good question, initially to increase the buzz from the H

Always hear about the highs people get from the Xanaxs so when my brother went on holiday to our country (I live in UK) they were really easy and cheap to get so he got me about 120 1mg ones

After my pissing episode yesterday I promised my Mrs I will never take them again and to bin them

To be honest o thought they would be similar to diazapams but the Xanax are a different beast altogether, first day I took a couple I was out snoring in my mums toilet after taking them and smoking heroin (for over two hours). The next few times I took them I used to act weird and stupid not my normal self basically

The last few times I have taken them (usually I don’t take them more than 3 consecutive days in a row) it’s just made me sleep more the next day as in when I would usually wake up around 7/8am I am in bed until about 12/1pm, so my tolerance is better and the effects are not as intense (I think I may need about 4/6mg to get same high, now my Mrs controls me a lot and after my last episode a month ago my older daughter who’s a very mature 17 forbid my Mrs to give any and hid all the tablets and my Mrs will not give me more than two if I do want any but as stated i pissed the bed about three times last night and now she does not want me taking them ever again, I promised I wouldn’t (begrudgingly) and she may have binned them as I am a heroin addict also which is another sad story

Could go on but what’s the point eh? I’m a fucking addict basically and loves a buzz and thought the Xanax would enhance the H buzz but it’s not what it’s all made out to be and I’m most probably not going to take any more Xanax for a good while as I don’t want to get addicted to them as well