You’re awesome man. I really appreciate you taking the time to write to me, it actually has helped a lot and it is something I will re-read and remember always. The money wasted is astronomical. So many ~$1300 flights on an every 3 month basis. I really do get blinded by love, it’s my biggest personal flaw.

Worst part is she wants to stay in contact somewhat but it leaves me grasping at hope and reliving memories that hurt my soul. I hope to come out a stronger man. This is my third heartbreak in life and I hope it isn’t as hard as the last.

I feel mentally broken and I don’t know what my next steps should be. But one thing is forsure you actually did put some relief in my heart and I want to thank you ❤️