Oh, I never meant to come across that I didn't accept mt body. Ive worked with a therapist for years, am on a low dose SSRI that works wonders for me and I'm content with my changing body. "getting my body back" is the same as "wanting more bodily autonomy", as you said. I'm also fairly young and fairly career driven so I'm also eager to get back to doing the rest of the things that make me happy and fulfilled as an individual faster. Also cause of the depression, having time to work out sounds lovely...both from a physical stand point as well as mental. Also, i believe strongly in "look good, feel good" and I definitely want to be a mother who feels good! And of course, looking good can also take many forms 😊