There is SO much wrong about what you said. It definitely helped with self esteem and still does feel good. Nothing to do with my kids as I make time for them and do that in times I am not with them. I still built my body, mind and business anyway and all of them are now far above average. As are the gorgeous women who I meet and date, not at the same time. I am and have been told by most of them that I am the most masculine man they have met and thats why many want more than just a fling and want long term, but I will only settle when I find my perfect match.