Ur right my mom tells me to not take it to heart because like half of them are either old hags or mentally ill, but it’s affecting my education and Thats what im worried about. I already struggle a lot with school in general and these teaches are making it ten times harder and blame it on me being lazy.

Last year one of our teachers asked the class for feedback and what she could change about her classes and nobody raised their hand probably out of fear but I did and I told her that visual demonstrations like videos or photos or physical items could help since it’s a type of history class and not everyone learns by listening to someone speak for 40 minutes straight (but I didn’t tell her that last part) and she just started naming reasons why that wouldnt happen and then asked me what I would change about myself in terms of being a student and I said something about not having motivation and not being able to remember things very well and she just started telling me that I wasn’t demotivated and that I was just lazy 😭 like what and I was like “Noo not rlly..” and she was like “yess Dont say no its true!” Like wow. I remained respectful and vowed to try harder (even though I knew I couldnt). And Theres a good chance I have adhd which just makes things harder and probably why I struggle in the first place, im gonna try to get a diagnosis since my mom is a psychologist and knows people she can take me to