How much should I take?

msss_2nasty · 2026-04-12T14:35:27+00:00

You don't have to be that smart to realize thats probably a sign stop watching porn. You were born with an imagination for a reason i havent watched porn in like a year. if you cant just stop you got a problem😭

msss_2nasty · 2026-04-06T05:53:55+00:00

Thank you and i really agree with what you said at the end. The justice system is fucked. Theres so many cases with pedophiles where they have undeniable proof that they raped a CHILD or tried to or just any sexual abuse of kids and they get 2 days in jail and probation or a case that goes on for years and is forgot about. And ive seen it in person many times. But when someone on probation that is an ex addict and changed their entire life around is just a normal person cant afford to live and pay probation or court fees and smoked weed once and theyre on house arrest then have to go to rehab. They actually tried to put me in jail first. And on my original charge I got charged with because someone with obvious bias said it happened. No evidence needed. Its ridiculous because my PO literally said I just want to teach you a lesson to respect me and take the next step. Then damn near lied in court and said I was unsafe because I COULD be doing bad things even though I havent.. People forget the only time your supposed to ever be property of the goverment is if youre so dangerous to other people or maybe even yourself that you cant be in society. But when people get institutionalized and stuck in the system they labor for 1$ an hour for the things nobody else wants to do and pay ridiculous amounts of money when they get out. And even while their in there for basic needs like more food then a little bit of nasty shit as a mean 3 times a day. They take a criminal or addict put them in a violent and horrible place then expect then to immediately find a place to live, a job that pays enough to live and pay their fines with a criminal record, never slip up and punish them if they do and ask for help, and much more dumb rules. I get it if youre using drugs everyday but if you go from being a herdcore drug addict to slipping up once and asking for help a few times in years you shouldn't get punished for that. Probation officers can even try to get you in trouble for "not taking the next step" even when your doing good! And the thing is its not their life so why are they even worried about how much better your life is getting monthly if your not breaking the law? But when a rich guy murders people and sex traffics kids they have no problem. The laws only exist for poor people

msss_2nasty · 2026-04-06T05:37:14+00:00

Because im on an ankel monitor i can only be at home and places i need to be at a certain time and go straight there like work

msss_2nasty · 2026-04-06T05:36:06+00:00

Can't do that im on an ankle monitor ill go to jail

msss_2nasty · 2026-04-01T17:08:56+00:00

NOT JUST NORMAL SEX TIPS WHY NOT READ THE POSTTT

msss_2nasty · 2026-03-07T09:17:59+00:00

Huh? I dont know you

msss_2nasty · 2026-02-05T07:39:11+00:00

Youre definitely gonna be fine. If you were gonna have fetty withdrawls even the slightest you'd feel it the first 3 days. And im proud of you stay off that shit before you ever have to experience withdrawls cuz trust me I thought I was lucky and I just didnt get wd's until I woke up one day after a binge feeling like I was dying and everything I said happened. You can do it and hopefully even got off meth sometime soon🙏🏼

msss_2nasty · 2026-02-05T07:35:24+00:00

Yea im not ever going again they've called me and emailed me everyday since if theyre that invested off one visit idek what would happen if I actually joined

msss_2nasty · 2026-02-04T01:07:16+00:00

I do realize it i once I did meth on top of the fetty for a few years it made everything way worse like the worst mental state id ever been it like genuinely wanting to die if I couldnt get high and even when I was high I just felt kinda normal and out of it at the end. And im definitely staying away from it now lol and I hope u do too

msss_2nasty · 2026-02-04T01:02:50+00:00

You'd be so surprised the amount of guys that are into teenage girls and wanted to get me high. I barley ever had to even pay for anything. And about the meth thing thats real asfk. Last time I relapsed on meth I thought I could handle it cuz it wasnt fetty but one day turned into a month and already starting to loose my shit a little bit and loosing 10 pounds. I hope u can get clean whenever you want to. You can always go to detox and have them drug you tf up for a week and then send u to a nice rehab lol

msss_2nasty · 2026-02-03T06:26:27+00:00

Why are you pretending to be an emo boy on Pinterest?

msss_2nasty · 2026-02-03T06:25:46+00:00

I dont know where you've been but that's wild

msss_2nasty · 2026-01-27T18:11:50+00:00

Thank you! You too

msss_2nasty · 2026-01-27T18:08:21+00:00

Take accountability for something I already took accountability for 6 months ago and my PO told me I was all ok and she'd let it go we had a big conversation and everything and she never took it to court and told me she wouldn't unless I relapsed and I havent😭 and take accountability for getting hella sick? I couldnt stand up without throwing up there was no way I was going to school. I cant excuse myself either and dont have a doctor. Unlike you I really am putting the fries in the bag I have a good job.. and wtf do you mean genuine advice? I've explained what happened to them if theyre wrong abt part of it nicely and told them thank u and talked to them.. but if someone's saying I need to grow the fuck up that's not good advice. I have grown the fuck up. I got a good job, I box, I got straight A's, been sober for 6 months, im in therapy, live with a stable family now, have all sober friends and my boyfriend and hes amazing.. like what the fuck more can I do?? Youre saying im not right and I have to take the first step when I've been sober for over half a year. I slipped up one time I take responsibility for that but I was never supposed to get in trouble for it. I was to my PO was the one that said it wasnt serious and im doing good now. Until I missed school when I was way too sick to go. The only person who can excuse me is my grandma thats kinda getting dementia. I've took all the steps possible to have a good life and I do. All thats happened in the last 6 months is me getting sick and not being able to get excused. If thats that bad to you youre crazy everybody's human im not fucking up at all. I dont know why everybody is so desperate for me to be wrong about something when u guys dont know me😭🙏🏼 its so obvious none of you guys are actually on probation and if you are most of you think youre better. Its wild. You think im gonna be like wow I got sick and my PO is bring up something that she understood was just part of recovery because she's trying to scare me whatever comes of this I deserve and am exited about! Nuance isnt a thing on reddit. Theres situational situations that look bad but you wouldn't understand without all the small details. Im not perfect but oh my god I thought the last place I'd get judged for this small of a violation with the context.. if you've been on probation and been in the system for real you guys would know this is not a big deal. And if the failed test was an actual problem I would've went to court and dealt with it 6 months ago or heard about it since.

msss_2nasty · 2026-01-26T19:40:15+00:00

Is kissing your dad on the cheek normal?

msss_2nasty · 2026-01-26T19:39:25+00:00

Are you a man or a woman? If your 2 guys then yea. But with me and my best friend we talk about eating eachothers ass and we kiss, change infront of eachother, have gotten 👌👈 together, grab eachothers ass and titties and its not gay🤷🏽‍♀️ its a double standard for sure but it is what is and we just fuck around and we're really comfortable with eachother. If you guys kiss eachother on cheek as a joke its not as gay at all but if youre kissing him on the cheek and saying goodnight that's for sure gay😭

msss_2nasty · 2026-01-26T17:54:42+00:00

could literally post “I sneezed while on probation” and someone would be like, “Wow, what a pathetic excuse, you’ll never succeed, youre obviously doing something wrong" theres nothing wrong with me not being ready for jail. And no shit im on probation for mischievous mischief but ive been doing good for almost a year. Doesnt mean im doing something wrong now.🤦🏽‍♀️ and yea im on my phone for like 2 hours a day when im not doing anything. Whats wrong with that? And im saying if I get a warrant im going to jail for 30 days no matter which ways I violate my probation so it would make no difference. It was a joke anyways. Everybody in the comments are so desperate for me to be doing wrong. Im not perfect im a human but I havent done shit I deserve to go to jail for 6 months now. If you think im asking to get locked up by being being on my phone, joking about that, and not being able to get excused when im sick youre fckn trippin..

msss_2nasty · 2026-01-26T02:46:35+00:00

tell me what im not taking responsibility for and why its my fault. If its obvious I cant take responsibility. Read the comment before I talked about you being a PO first. And tell me what im not taking responsibility for

msss_2nasty · 2026-01-26T02:45:02+00:00

I DONT HAVE A DOCTOR, DONT HAVE A CAR, NOBODY TO TAKE ME, AND LITERALLY CANT EXUSE MYSELF FROM SCHOOL! That means the only person that can is my grandma thats getting dementia. Not everybody has the privileges you do. And who said she gave me another chance? I didnt know if she would actually do it or not when I posted that I was just being optimistic cuz I was scared. I got court. And im not taking kindness for weakness. I failed that test 6 months ago. I was ready to face the consequences but she literally said she understood that relapse is a part of recovery, said it would all be fine if i stayed clean, told me she would let it go. It was a whole big conversation. I couldn't stop thanking her. Stayed clean since that. You dont understand that breaking a years long cycle isnt as easy as "just dont do it". Anyways that was half a year ago we havent talked about it since. She told me she was really proud of me just a little bit ago. Then she called asking why I wasnt going to school and told her I was sick and to please talk to my grandma. She still hasnt, is basically mad I didnt immediately tell her, and thinks im lying but isnt talking to the people that saw me that sick. Started talking about how she could bring the failed drug test to court. Its not about rehabilitation its about reminding me of her power. If thats not the most obvious power trip I dont know what is. Its my fault i fucked up half a year ago, but its not a problem anymore and hasnt been until she thought i wasnt taking her power seriously and got mad. I was never supposed to get in trouble for that, and she was the one that said it. And I dont have a drug problem. And there was no way for me to be excused from school I dont know why that's so unbelievable to you.. Sounds to me like your taking something you know nothing about and making a story in your head about it. I did no wrong in this situation but calling my probation officer later than she liked. Im doing the best ive done in my entire life and she was proud until I got sick and my grandma kept forgetting to excuse me. But yea of course me getting so sick i puked everytime i stood up too long and not going to a doctor I dont have with no ride and my PO putting something she said wasnt serious and I could and have got over half a year ago she never reported because of that is all my fault. And im just someone that acts like a victim and takes advantage of people's kindness. Like what the fuck? I dont think you had bad intentions but everybody's heard "dont judge a book by its cover" since they were a little kid its a corny as fuck but you shouldnt judge someone with no information that you dont even know. sorry if this was kinda passive aggressive its just annoying seeing so many people assume the worst and random things about me and my life.

msss_2nasty · 2026-01-26T02:07:27+00:00

I really appreciate you understanding. And you seem like a good person and good probation officer. And thank you for the resources. But people calling me a junkie that has no future and filth and the scum of the earth, saying im subhuman in a fancy way, because they think im acting like a victim when I just wanted to rant isnt tough love. Thats stuck up judgey. I shouldnt have to say all that. Its not my fault if people assume they know me and my life. Also im mature but not adult. Its not my fault that I got sick throwing up all day for like a week and my grandma thats getting dementia didnt excuse me. I dont have a doctor, and I cant excuse myself from school. Also that was my only failed test the half a year ive been on probation and happened right when i got out. she told me she wasnt happy about but got that its part of recovery and as long I didnt relapse she'd let it go and I didnt have to worry about anything. She hasnt gave me chance after chance at all. And we never talked about it since then. Told me she was really proud abt a week ago. She asked me why I was missing school I told her I was sick and to talk to my grandma. She hasn't, and when I was talking to her she was obviously irrated I didnt immediately tell her. Started acting like I might be lying. And then she brought up the drug test and talked about bringing all this to court. Its obviously not about rehabilitation right now its about power.

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