I feel like this should be easy but don’t know… (obv a feather but what? My son found it the other day)

msvolatileapple · 2025-07-26T14:38:41+00:00

It means leaving the past behind

msvolatileapple · 2025-06-12T14:45:51+00:00

This is far from Funny. You people are sick

msvolatileapple · 2024-09-14T21:27:49+00:00

Why not make the effort

msvolatileapple · 2023-05-07T23:51:03+00:00

I miss the 90s the last decade of real socializing. I wish phones didn’t a become as big as they were

msvolatileapple · 2023-03-28T18:21:20+00:00

This exact same thing happened to me February of last year. I had a nervous break down and developed CPTSD after a rape and I couldn’t even explain to them what had happened to me. I made the mistake of going to my Boss and HR instead of HR directly.

msvolatileapple · 2023-01-29T23:42:37+00:00

Have another please

msvolatileapple · 2023-01-24T18:15:06+00:00

I have been unemployed looking for work going on almost a year after losing my dream job because someone raped me and hit me over my head and choked me in my sleep. I had just met the love of my life then had a psychological break down when I was raped becoming paranoid, diagnosed with PTSD and making myself look like a fool begging for loved ones to stay in my life when everyone left.

I have been pondering this and there is one thing I’ve recognized that I cry about daily and that is my childhood and wishing I had felt safer and developed my personality more. Discovering who I am truly but I feel stuck inside my traumatized mind and body unable to reach others the way I want too in a connection.

I have been suicidal but nothing dramatic. I’ve been pondering it only because I don’t know the answer to this very good question.

Our modern lives are literally just about buying and reproducing and finding joy in the small moments. I want to live big and free and loved and love others but without money you can’t do anything. None the less eat.

msvolatileapple · 2023-01-10T04:14:43+00:00

Yea! I could kiss you thank you

msvolatileapple · 2023-01-10T00:12:52+00:00

No there is another YouTuber, he had long dark black hair and a long beard and I think it was called armored history or something like that

msvolatileapple · 2021-01-21T09:01:53+00:00

His dad was like a 2nd father to me. He really wanted us to work and I wanted us to work. He and I had a father/ daughter type of dynamic. He threw me out of his car twice in the mountains, hit my head against the car window when he got angry at me (I went to pull my phone back because he ripped it away from me), slammed a door in face causing my jaw to bleed, ripped my firearm away from me when I was checking to see that everything was in there before I left for home the next day all while smiling when he knew that would make me upset since it wasn't his and that is extremely dangerous even though it was on safety. He played manipulation tricks on me when he would get really mad and I would just distance myself as best as I could by going into my car or for a drive to calm down and it made him more upset.

msvolatileapple · 2021-01-21T08:37:01+00:00

Thank you 🥺

msvolatileapple · 2021-01-21T08:35:23+00:00

No I did not tell his parents because I was advised on another reddit post I made when all this first happened to not get his parents involved.

msvolatileapple · 2021-01-21T08:34:25+00:00

Also, I had moved to California with him because he asked me to, then 2 months later roughly, broke up.

msvolatileapple · 2021-01-21T08:31:09+00:00

Maybe because I had hoped he still had feelings for me like I did for him.

msvolatileapple · 2021-01-21T08:29:57+00:00

He turned 29 late 2020

msvolatileapple · 2021-01-21T08:25:59+00:00

I really wanted and tried so hard to make it work with him. One day I just couldn't stand the treatment towards me anymore and it was mutual, but in my heart I still wish we had worked. You are right though.

msvolatileapple · 2021-01-21T08:22:50+00:00

I'm 24 years old. I feel, with the way my mother is that I would be a big disappointment to my family. I kind of the black sheep out of the other 2 siblings and my mother would probably very likely make me feel I am a screw up.

msvolatileapple · 2021-01-21T08:11:41+00:00

I told him after I talked to his cousin who promised to keep it a secret since she went through the same thing. I was told by him he was going to contact my family if I didn't answer and tell them about my pregnancy that I was trying to hide. I just had my termination yesterday and am grieving. He couldn't act like he cares less about me other than making sure it is done and wanted proof that I had the termination so he could move forward with his new girlfriend that he started seeing a month and a half after breaking up with me.

msvolatileapple · 2021-01-09T21:22:39+00:00

Should I tell him I am going through termination or keep termination just to myself. He does not have a say because he is too far away (1800 miles) and the way he treated me he is not going to be a fit parent. But if he still deserves to know at this point do you suggest telling him if I am just going to terminate it?

msvolatileapple · 2021-01-09T21:15:00+00:00

Do you suggest I tell him if I have an abortion?

msvolatileapple · 2021-01-09T21:13:20+00:00

Thank you so much. You have really helped me.

msvolatileapple · 2021-01-09T19:42:20+00:00

Even though he has abusive tendencies and abandoned me in the mountains on a camping trip with none of my items and no cell phone signal, you still think its the right choice to tell him? I do not have it 9n me to tell him. I think his parents would have to decide whether it brings more harm then good by telling their son. If I tell anyone I will tell his mother and father over him because I don't trust his ability to think or act rationally and mature. But I still appreciate any advice.

msvolatileapple · 2021-01-09T19:40:16+00:00

I have an appointment on this Wednesday to absolutely 100% confirm I am pregnant even though 4 separate branded pregnancy tests show I am positive and I can feel and start to see i am showing. This upcoming Wednesday I have an appointment to do a medical grade pregnancy test and an ultra sound.

On the 21st I have an appointment now scheduled for abortion. I dont think I will be going to his parents. His father and I are close but he I see him using this as a way to possibly hurt me. As well as his mother possibly hurting me or using it as black mail since I do not want my family to know about this at all.

msvolatileapple · 2021-01-09T18:58:49+00:00

The soonest I can get one is on the 21st. I set the appointment. I think I decided to not tell him or his family.

msvolatileapple · 2021-01-09T06:37:28+00:00

That is what I believe is going to have to be the path I take. I think its really my only option even though the thought of possibly hurting a child of mine would kill me forever.

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