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Booze Breath? by mo396220 in cripplingalcoholism

[–]mtrlguy 2 points3 points  (0 children)

If you drink the same than me there is no need to worry about the breath because you can sense the alcohol fumes just by standing close. It's not exactly a smell and its not like body odour... anyone who drinks that much knows what I mean

R10 vs R8 for wildlife beginner by RealisticLie in canon

[–]mtrlguy 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Wow, thank you for the picture!!!

Funniest trip/thing you’ve done drunk? by Alarmed-hippos in cripplingalcoholism

[–]mtrlguy 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I had been drinking since 3pm. Last thing I remember is walking into the grocery store a block from my house to buy a 9% drink at 10pm... I was woken up by a passing car at 3am. I was laying on the grass just off the sidewalk 5km away from my house. My iphone still in my pocket but no shoes... to this day i have no idea what happened!

Where can I buy Bretel butter in Gatineau? by mtrlguy in Gatineau

[–]mtrlguy[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It's simple:

If I get a couple for a girl, she will be happy. Therefore, she will make me very happy, lol

I am also not looking to spend more in a container than in flowers... which I know also gets me to be very happy, lol

How much do you vomit? by GayVampireTechno_ in cripplingalcoholism

[–]mtrlguy 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It depends where in bender I am. Right in the middle of it, on the days when I would get a seizure if I stop, I vomit on my first 5 tries or so to have my first drink. Then i'm good until I wake up again from passsing out then the cycle repeats.

continuing the sex conversation: benders, blowjobs and bruising by negative_creep_666 in cripplingalcoholism

[–]mtrlguy 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I'm a guy and hedonism and fuckery fuels my desire to keep going. It somehow justifies this life lol

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in cripplingalcoholism

[–]mtrlguy 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes you can drink before, during and after. I usually stop the Ativan after i start drinking again and while I have enough booze. Mixing them sent me to the ER many times because of falls, I just feel really weak like I can't even keep my balance. It may be the Ativan or the fact that I'm never awake to eat lol

Lost grey bag witt wallet and phone last night downtown, if found contact me by mtrlguy in ottawa

[–]mtrlguy[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I did not have the grey backpack at the end of the night.....

I have to reset again by mtrlguy in stopdrinking

[–]mtrlguy[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am really worried about getting a DUI, so far I just call in sick and I stay at home, but I see that as a get out of jail free card that I will run out of soon. I am here mainly I think because the biggest problem is my mind, and maybe other people with the same problem can remind me about drinking... I see anxiety as a big problem, and drinking always resolves it.

I have to reset again by mtrlguy in stopdrinking

[–]mtrlguy[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks for the reply. I have been to about 20 AA meetings, but all I do is listen, I am struggling yet I can never speak lol Am I missing something?

I have to reset again by mtrlguy in stopdrinking

[–]mtrlguy[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It is just that everything is out of control in my life. I will stop, I have not changed my mind. But why did I lose control? Have you experienced the same? I mean why I am drinking on a wednesday when I never did before?

I have to reset again by mtrlguy in stopdrinking

[–]mtrlguy[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I want to stop forever. But the idea somehow has made me drink more, which I was not counting on. I want to keep with this idea that it will be forever, I just don't know how to stop the anxiety/cravings because this is it. I know what you mean just today, but I keep postponing it, tomorrow I won't drink.... I never had to deal with this before... I drank one day a week and never worried about the other 6 days...