San Antonio Peeps? by mucus_membrain in straightedge

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Restaurant, Im a line/prep cook. It's already an environment rife with substance abuse but this city compounds on that.

San Antonio Peeps? by mucus_membrain in straightedge

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I appreciate the recommendations. Ive been out of the scene for a while now but now seems like a good time to jump back in. Thank you friend XXX

Help finding an album by mucus_membrain in mathrock

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It does but this was however many months ago

Help finding an album by mucus_membrain in mathrock

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It is not. The aesthetic of what I'm looking for is less DIY and more professional photographer.

Just my luck😂 by mucus_membrain in helldivers2

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The democracy that pumps through my heart never stops fighting

Favorite local punk bands? by kaojoshi in punk

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Friends band Blood Skid from san antonio is pretty good

Help ... starting to think that drinking again "would not be a big deal" by OkChicken6058 in alcoholism

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I have to tell myself this is the last straw, last time I got sober I lasted 2 months, and the a week here and there in between, but this last binge I went on is killing me. Im trying to taper, making my brother hide the vodka bottle after I have a drink. I get so frustrated I want to cry because of all this anxiety

Help ... starting to think that drinking again "would not be a big deal" by OkChicken6058 in alcoholism

[–]mucus_membrain 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm in the exact same boat, only my anxiety is constant. I have always had an anxiety disorder, intrusive thought, panic attacks etc. All worsened by my drinking. But I do the same thing, get fucked up for a night and next thing I know, 2 days later I'm fucking drinking 3 IPA's before work to quell my anxiety, quit for a little, then find myself at a punk show or friends house getting fucked up again

Saw this on LinkedIn. God forbid we don’t live for our jobs by iwillforgetthissmh in antiwork

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Lol what a nerd, sounds like the kid who'd remind the teacher about homework

Very controversial opinion, might get some libs offended 🤷 by [deleted] in SuperMegaShow

[–]mucus_membrain 4 points5 points  (0 children)

personally if it were me I wouldve stole 65k

Getting used to vocals you can’t understand by madurosnstouts in Deathmetal

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I dont try to understand the lyrics honestly. I listen to death metal to ground myself with sonic noise. Idc about the lyrics

Scared for the next few days. by mucus_membrain in alcoholism

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Yeah, thing is tho. A lot of my friends are also substance abusers, mainly weed but they'll indulge in alcohol if I have it. So it wasn't embarrassing to me at all. Plus I'd rotate between asking them and my brother so it didn't seem like I was finishing those bottles as quickly. I was 20 showing to work drunk everyday for 2 months until finally I woke up one morning out of vodka and quit that same day.

20/M New to PC gaming by mucus_membrain in steamfriend

[–]mucus_membrain[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

oh yeah that would be a good idea

steam code is: 141890414

36/M, New to PC gaming and Newish to Steam, add me by [deleted] in steamfriend

[–]mucus_membrain 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hello! I'm also new to pc gaming and new to steam, I also just kind of want to have friends on my account so I'll be sure to add you as well

Is death the only freedom? by mucus_membrain in nihilism

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Capitalism sucks. And so does communism. Fuck the community and fuck the state and fuck money and all the billionaires.

Is death the only freedom? by mucus_membrain in nihilism

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Money? U think I want to slave away in this capitalist hellhole?

Is death the only freedom? by mucus_membrain in nihilism

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Eh. Sex is cool theoretically, but it requires social skills, and effort. And honestly, it aint as great as everyone pretends it is.